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THE ‘MANDY BITES’ COLLECTIONS

Addiction / Art / The Beast / Cheeky Bitch / Choices / Clutter / Consciousness / Death / The Devil / Disorders / Human vs Being / In/Sanity / The IT / Jesus Christ / Love / Mastery / The Mind / Narcissism / The NO / Questions / Silence, Stillness, s p a c e / Speaking / The System / Time / Waking Up / The Zero Point

MANDYLAND ESSAYS COLLECTIONS

All Essays / Addiction / Art / Breaking Boundaries / Cheeky Bitch / Convos / Death / The Devil / Digital / Dominance + Submission / Energetics / Fellows / Health / Human Dynamics / Jesus Christ! / Lovers / Makin’ Moves / The M(asses) / Mentoring / Money / The Narcissist / The NO / Pain / Popular / Promotions / SEX (vs Sex) / Shit Stack / Self Abandonment / Silence / Triggered / Uncluttered / Victim Bullshit / The Zero Point

OTHER MANDYLAND COLLECTIONS

The Beast Bible / Features / Form / Itty Bitty Poems / Linked / Mandyland Radio / The Poet & The Butterfly / Promotions / Reels / Sanna / Visual Diary

PIECES BY DATE

February 2025

• The 'Mandy Bites' Collections

• Mandy Bites On Love

• Mandy Bites On The System

• Mandy Bites On In/Sanity

• Mandy Bites On Mastery

January 2025

• Mandy Bites On Choices

• Mandy Bites On Time

• Mandy Bites On Silence, Stillness, Space

• Mandy Bites On The Mind

• Mandy Bites On Questions

• Before The Aftermath (Poem)

• The Noise Within The One (An Essay)

• When Your Child Goes Before You (An Essay)

• Mandy Bites On Clutter

• Nothing Is Wrong (An Essay)

• The Past As A Scapegoat (An Essay)

• A Drink At Sans Soleil (Visual Diary)

• People Choose When To Die (An Essay)

• How Wars Begin (An Essay)

• Mandy Bites On The IT

• Mandy Bites On Jesus Christ

• Mandy Bites On Human vs Being

• Mandy Bites On The Zero Point

• Mandy Bites On The NO

• Mandy Bites On Addiction

• Cheeky Bitch Mandy Bites

• Mandy Bites On Death

• Mandy Bites On The Devil

• Mandy Bites On The Beast

• Mandy Bites On Waking Up

• Mandy Bites On Speaking

• Mandy Bites On Disorders

• Mandy Bites On Art

• Mandy Bites On Consciousness

• Mandy Bites On Narcissism

November 2024

• Don't Get Tricked By The Flashing Lights (An Essay)

• Everything Makes Sense (An Essay)

• Clean + Dirty Narc (An Essay)

• The Beautiful Thing About Narcissistic Abuse (An Essay)

• Welcome The Narc (An Essay)

• A Mighty Fine Loss (An Essay)

• The Internal Holocaust (An Essay)

• Who Should Be Accountable? (An Essay)

• The Narcissistic Invitation (An Essay)

October 2024

• Don't Blame The Narc (An Essay)

• Undercover Narc (An Essay)

• It's Harrowing (An Essay)

• When The Delulu Disappears (An Essay)

• Going No Contact (An Essay)

• You Left You (An Essay)

September 2024

• Stop It Already (Mandy Bite)

• Call Management (Mandy Bite)

• No Correlation (Mandy Bite)

• Exponential Beauty (Mandy Bite)

• Beyond Solitary (Mandy Bite)

• (Un)Dressed (Mandy Bite)

August 2024

• Full Throttle (Mandy Bite)

• True Salvation (An Excerpt)

• The Fire You Crave (An Essay)

July 2024

• I Know You Want It (Mandy Bite)

• Stop Feeding It (An Essay)

• The Denser It Gets (An Essay)

• The Obstruction (An Essay)

• No More Delulu (Mandy Bite)

• Down The Line (Visual Diary)

• Not Ready To Get Clean (An Essay)

• Ultimate Reality (Mandy Bite)

• Hall Of Mirrors (Mandy Bite)

• Beyond Bars (Mandy Bite)

• How Low Can You Go? (Mandy Bite)

• What's Left? (An Essay)

• Higher / Lower / Home (An Essay)

June 2024

• If You Really Love Me (An Essay)

• Fill In My Gaps, Baby (Mandy Bite)

• Love Lets Them Be (Mandy Bite)

• Romance Above The Fray (Mandy Bite)

• Thoughtful Noise (An Essay)

• That Dreamy Feeling (An Essay)

• Built Right In (Mandy Bite)

• H Marks The Spot (Mandy Bite)

• The Diagnosis (An Essay)

• Forgiveness (Mandy Bite)

• Walshee (Mandy Bite)

• Dirty Bird (Mandy Bite)

• Stray Bird (Mandy Bite)

May 2024

• What In The World (An Essay)

• Your First Mistake (An Essay)

• Unlimited (Mandy Bite)

• The Call Out (An Essay)

• Sanna On The Only Thing That Matters

• Dream Lover (Mandy Bite)

• Can You Do Me A Solid? (An Essay)

• Rise Up (An Essay)

• Dancercise (Mandy Bite)

• Zero Loss Game (Mandy Bite)

• Sicko (Mandy Bite)

• Hang Tight (Mandy Bite)

• Cut (Beast Bible)

• Outside Of Time (Beast Bible)

• One Swimmer Is Enough (Beast Bible)

• Had To Say It (Beast Bible)

• Dripping (Beast Bible)

• No Lines (Mandy Bite)

• Deliberate (Mandy Bite)

• The Beast Bible

• Limp Dick Vibe (Beast Bible)

• Got Game? (Beast Bible)

• Friend Zone (Beast Bible)

• Cold Front (Beast Bible)

• Limp As Fuck (Beast Bible)

• The Ultimate Erection (Beast Bible)

• He Leads Himself (Beast Bible)

• Alpha vs Beast (Beast Bible)

• Fall Back (Beast Bible)

• Mirror Mirror (Beast Bible)

• Mommy Issues (Beast Bible)

April 2024

• No Split (Mandy Bite)

• Hallelujah (Mandy Bite)

• Users (An Essay)

• Ever Clean (Mandy Bite)

• Misdirected (Mandy Bite)

• Full Access (Mandy Bite)

March 2024

• He Got His Shout Out (An Essay)

• No Time (Mandy Bite)

• End Game (Mandy Bite)

• What's The Problem? (Mandy Bite)

• Rise And Shine (Mandy Bite)

• Seeing Beyond 3D (Mandy Bite)

• A Dance So Fluid (Poem)

• Careless Whisper (Mandy Bite)

• Taken (Poem)

• The Loud Quiet (Mandy Bite)

• Forgive Me A Break (Mandy Bite)

• Force Field (Mandy Bite)

• A Conundrum (Mandy Bite)

• Roxanne (Mandy Bite)

• Lemon Fire (Mandy Bite)

• Twisted (An Essay)

• Addictions & Compulsions (An Essay)

• Return To Sender (Mandy Bite)

• Red Light (Mandy Bite)

• Standstill (Mandy Bite)

• Left No Crumbs (Mandy Bite)

• Sneaky Bastard (Mandy Bite)

February 2024

• Smizin’ (Mandy Bite)

• Over And Under (An Essay)

• Fully Empty (Mandy Bite)

• Unattached (An Essay)

• You've Got A Winner (One Minute Clip)

• Fabian D'Amore (A Private Call)

• Sharp; Not Soft (An Essay)

• Why Are You Staying? (An Essay)

• Unpopular Opinion (Mandy Bite)

• Not Enough Money In The World (An Essay)

• That's Not Why (An Essay)

• Just This (Mandy Bite)

• The Perfect Pace (Mandy Bite)

• Retro No (Mandy Bite)

• The Inner Chasm (Mandy Bite)

• Heartless Lover (Mandy Bite)

• Real Question (Mandy Bite)

• By Your Side (Visual Diary)

• You Played Yourself (Mandy Bite)

• Who's The Real Clown? (Mandy Bite)

• Hush, Hush (Mandy Bite)

• Choose One (Mandy Bite)

• Wrong Ladder (Mandy Bite)

• Needy vs Needless (Mandy Bite)

• For The Bitches In The Back (Mandy Bite)

• Pain Killer (Mandy Bite)

• Surprise, Surprise (Mandy Bite)

• Sanna On Creating The New (An Excerpt)

• The Chasm Between He And I (An Essay)

• Fini (Mandy Bite)

January 2024

• The Powerless Departure (An Essay)

• Sanna On Not Helping Others (An Excerpt)

• Distillation (Mandy Bite)

• Coddle For What (Mandy Bite)

• Ding Dong (Mandy Bite)

• What Was That (Mandy Bite)

• Like Clay (Mandy Bite)

• You Can’t Lose (Mandy Bite)

• It’s Showtime (Mandy Bite)

• Nothing To See Here (Mandy Bite)

• No Take Off (Mandy Bite)

• Purified (Mandy Bite)

• Downsized (Mandy Bite)

• Two For One (Essay)

• Not It (Mandy Bite)

• Stuck Together (An Essay)

• Ring The Alarm (Mandy Bite)

• The Divide (An Essay)

• Hold Up (An Essay)

• Stay With The One Who Activates You (An Essay)

• I'll Never Be Done With Him (An Essay)

• Those Silly Excuses (Mandy Bite)

• Using Every Bit (An Essay)

• Take Off (Mandy Bite)

• Here’s A Tip (Mandy Bite)

• No Middle Ground (Mandy Bite)

• Anarchy For The Human (Mandy Bite)

• Gotcha (Mandy Bite)

• Again (Mandy Bite)

• Inside Job (Mandy Bite)

• Cheating (An Essay)

• The Next Isn't Better (An Essay)

• Makers Keepers (Mandy Bite)

• Nothing Like The Present (Mandy Bite)

• Missed The Mark (Mandy Bite)

• A Reminder To Him (Mandy Bite)

• Cunt On Lock (Mandy Bite)

• The Only One (Mandy Bite)

• Pleasure From The Bass (Visual Diary)

• Sweet Dreams (Mandy Bite)

• Good Morning (Essay)

• Silly Goose (Mandy Bite)

• About Last Night

• No Chill (Mandy Bite)

• Rogue (Mandy Bite)

• Forever Satisfied (Mandy Bite)

• In Full View (Mandy Bite)

• Opus (Mandy Bite)

• A Distinction (Mandy Bite)

• Resist The Temptation (Mandy Bite)

• Work It (Mandy Bite)

December 2023

• Sanna On Divorce (An Excerpt)

• Positioned (Mandy Bite)

• Double D (Mandy Bite)

• There's Nothing Sharper (Mandy Bite)

• If You're Looking For A Sign (Essay)

• Mandyland Feature | Itaru Shimamura

• Mandyland Feature | Good And Strange

• My House (Visual Diary)

• Martyr Syndrome (Mandy Bite)

• Top Non-Secret (Mandy Bite)

• Endless Refinement (Mandy Bite)

• Using Words To Compensate (Mandy Bite)

• Words Won't Do It (Mandy Bite)

November 2023

• Sanna On Anger (An Excerpt)

• Standardized Human (Mandy Bite)

• You're Fired (Mandy Bite)

• Tumblr Vibe (Mandy Bite)

• You Think You Know (Mandy Bite)

• Hella Fresh (Mandy Bite)

• Open 24/7 (Mandy Bite)

• Winner, Winner (Mandy Bite)

• Domino (Mandy Bite)

• At Home Where You Belong (Mandy Bite)

• Boom, Baby (Mandy Bite)

• Universal (Mandy Bite)

• Diluting Truth / Tension (Essay)

• Get It? (Mandy Bite)

• It's All You, Boo (Mandy Bite)

• Selective Blindness (Mandy Bite)

• Touché, Bitch (Piece)

• No Danger Zone (Mandy Bite)

• Too Late (Mandy Bite)

• Public Service NYC | Champion (Visual Diary)

• Public Service NYC | Tuky Tuky (Visual Diary)

• Public Service NYC | Toribio x Mickey Perez (Visual Diary)

October 2023

• The Gift of Impurity (Mandy Bite)

• Why Bother (Mandy Bite)

• Discernment (Mandy Bite)

• Trust No One (Essay)

• Swing My Way (Mandy Bite)

• Obliteration Dance (Essay)

• Oh, Wow. Life Is Happening. Didn't See That Coming. (Essay)

• Dissonance (Mandy Bite)

• Mandyland Math (Essay)

• The Increasing Divide (Mandy Bite)

• Divine Demon (Mandy Bite)

• Satan's Kiss (Mandy Bite)

• Dead Fish (Mandy Bite)

• Killing The Illusion Of You (Mandy Bite)

• 20/20 (Mandy Bite)

September 2023

• Blocked (Mandy Bite)

• The Beauty of Hell (Mandy Bite)

• Outage (Mandy Bite)

• Here For It

• The Passive Goodbye (Mandy Bite)

• Bend Over (Poem/Bite)

• Tarzan In The Sheets (Poem)

• Inside The Dome (Visual Diary)

• Untethered (Mandy Bite)

• My Kinda Fun (Mandy Bite)

• At Attention (Mandy Bite)

• Outage (Mandy Bite)

• What Else Is There? (Mandy Bite)

• Strip Yourself (Mandy Bite)

• True Love (Poem)

• Closing The Portal To Us

• Cosmic Ultimatum (Mandy Bite)

• The Zero Point (One Minute Clip)

• Hey (Visual Diary)

August 2023

• You Give Me Fever (Visual)

• Vintage Floral (Visual)

• DIVA Vibe (Visual)

• Line In The Sand

• Naked (Visual)

• Fantasia (Mandy Bite)

• The Village (Poem)

• The Poetical Realm (Poem)

• Whole-Souled Single Lady (Poem)

• Trash Panda (Mandy Bite)

• Work Where It Counts (Mandy Bite)

• Applying Force (Mandy Bite)

• Cosmic Shenanigans (Mandy Bite)

• Tricky (Mandy Bite)

• Timeless

• First Order (Poem)

• Seamless Exit (Mandy Bite)

• Worthless (Mandy Bite)

• As Good As It Gets (Mandy Bite)

• Yesterday (Poem)

• Recalibrate Through Being (Mandy Bite)

July 2023

• The Happening (Mandy Bite)

• Closer And Closer (Mandy Bite)

• Love Letters (Poem)

• System Override (Mandy Bite)

• Cosmic Architect (Mandy Bite)

• Dissolving The X (Mandy Bite)

• Inception (Mandy Bite)

June 2023

• Have You Earned Your Spot?

• Beyond Your Identity

• The Myth Of Detachment

• Raw Dogging Life

• The Unwritten Tagline

• Surrender vs Submission

• Consistency Isn't Required

• I Could Never

• Deviating From What's Natural

May 2023

• You Can't Miss

• Life Ratio (Mandy Bite)

• What's Most Alive (One Minute Clip)

• The Helliest Hell There Is

• Freshen It Up Or Burn It Down

• The Confusing + Captivating Type

• Deferring Your Power To Another

• Stay Pukey

• If I Wanted To, I Would

• Labels That Miss The Mark

• Who Cares If I Have Amnesia?

April 2023

• No Hidden Truth (One Minute Clip)

• Stay Home (One Minute Clip)

• Every Piece Talks

• Be More Like Hanna

• I Love You

• No Words To Describe What We Are Or Aren't

March 2023

• How To Make It Happen (One Minute Clip)

• Something Over Nothing (One Minute Clip)

• Externals Aren't The Indicator (One Minute Clip)

• Every Problem Is An Illusion (One Minute Clip)

• About That Thing In The Way

• The Pattern Of Addiction

• No Need To Trust Another

• Self Betrayal And The NO

• We're All Fucked Up

• I Met A Monster

• Triggered AF

February 2023

• There Are No Victims (One Minute Clip)

• Nothing Left But Me (One Minute Clip)

• Your Existence Is The Message (One Minute Clip)

• People Pleasing Shit (One Minute Clip)

• Your Brilliant System (One Minute Clip)

• Parenting Hack (One Minute Clip)

• No Sex? No Problem (One Minute Clip)

• The True Move (One Minute Clip)

• Being The Living Truth (One Minute Clip)

• Self Abandonment 101 (One Minute Clip)

• Beyond Penetration (One Minute Clip)

• Twisted Sticky Shit

• Accelerate The Inevitable

• Counterfeit vs Real Love

• Beneath Your Egoic Conditions

• The Absurdity Of Attraction

• Human vs Being

January 2023

• Lights Out (One Minute Clip)

• Stop Focusing On Him (One Minute Clip)

• Sexual Performance Shit (One Minute Clip)

• You're Not Blocked (One Minute Clip)

• Codependent Shit (One Minute Clip)

• When You're Not Doing The Work

• Happiness Isn't My Goal

• Filling In Another's Perceived Gaps

• Worth And Value Are Not Intrinsic

• The Drive Towards Addiction

• You Aren't A Victim Of A Damn Thing

• The Daddy Thingy Of Addiction

• Running From Intensity Through Addiction

• 'Doing' Won't Correct What Needs Correcting

• Escaping Through Addiction

• The Innocence of Addiction

• Retreat Or Get Burned

December 2022

• The Illness Loop (One Minute Clip)

• The Break Up (One Minute Clip)

• Golden Shit (One Minute Clip)

• The Fire Of You (One Minute Clip)

• Let The Beast Run Wild (One Minute Clip)

• You Are The Piece (One Minute Clip)

• It's Not A New Truth (One Minute Clip)

• His Last $3.67 (One Minute Clip)

• Admitting Her Affair (One Minute Clip)

• My Bear

• The Thread That Never Breaks

• Catching Feelings

November 2022

• The Illusory Future (One Minute Clip)

• You Earned This

• Everyone is 'The One'

• A Dance Between Beasts

• What IS Speaks For Itself

• Walkie Talkie

• Break Ups Don't Break What Needs Broken

• Relationships Don't Need Work

• Dreamy Billionaire

• A Devotion So Pure

• Sourced From My Very Core

• Diving In Unobstructed

October 2022

• The Intimate Gallery Of Us

• Holding One's Own

• Falling Into More

• Love Is When Nothing Remains

• NO to the YES

• His Moves Are Not My Business

• Better vs Best

• “How Do I?” is Sourced From A Lie

• Fuck The How

• The Other Side Of The Deepening

• Too Deep For Anyone To Reach

• Dollars Show You What's Up

• We Do Until We Don't

• Content With Less

• Words Can't Add Or Take Away

• Matching Bracelets

• The Portal To True Intimacy

• When You Refuse To Go Blind

September 2022

• A Seamless Dance

• My Sweet Existence

• Save It For Someone Else

• Leaving Without A Goodbye

• No One Owes You A Thing

• It's About Me; Not Them

• Literacy Expectations

• Formless

• A Little Switcheroo

• Elsewhere

• Will You Get The Thing Or Not?

• The Human Game vs The Real Game

• My Lack of Empathy

• The Whole Thing Is Like A Movie

• Single

August 2022

• Seamless

• Detached Bitch

• Our Movie

• Truth Being Played Out

• And Then There Were Two

• Same

• Mine

• The True Shit

• Stay

• Yes Equals Less

• When The Scene Ends

• Mount Royal

• That Rufus Vibe

• From The Ground Up

• Empty Vessel

• Dial Down The Depth

• Cosmic Joke

July 2022

• Relationships Never End

• I've Never Come Across #RelationshipGoals

• The True Game Begins

• I Won't Help You Feel More Secure

• The Refusal To Stay Where It's False

• Dripping Like Honey

• What Inevitably Drops Away

• The Sobering Void

• Too Heavy To Play

• Not Forever. Just Until.

• Can You Meet Me Here?

• Sex vs SEX

• Ride and Die

• A Taste of the Ethereal

June 2022

• Pierce The Illusion Of Money

• Their Wack Vibe Doesn't Justify Yours

• The Portal

• You Can't Create Tension

• When I Don't Show Up For Calls

• If You Need 'Time', I’m Not The One

• Will I See Your Gorgeous Face Tomorrow?

• Don't Aim Directly or You'll Miss

• I'm Pretty Fucking Tasty

• Twice The Masterclass

• You're Not Doing The Thing

• Party's Over

• The Perfect Configuration

• Your Being Discerns Only This

• Your Next Move Pops Through

May 2022

• Clean vs Dirty Moves

• Don't Touch It

• My Being Dances Elsewhere

• The Fun of Dropping Fucks

• Shrooms For Your System

• No Difference

• I'm Not A Bra

• It Doesn't Matter Why

• That Ain't It

• When I Land Here, I Win

• Your Purest Gold

• Deep Shit

• The Source of Suffering

• No Purpose

• Compromising Now For The Future

• Your Actual Full-Time Job

• You Gotta Earn Your Riches

• Wrong Question

• Wrong Question

• Thanks For Nothing

• Overstuffed and Malnourished

• You Can't Waste Money

• Layers; Not Levels

• The Hot Window

• Killing The Vibe

• The Bullshit of High-End Coaching

• Don't Pay To Get Something

• True vs Counterfeit

• There's No Final Frontier

• Feeling The Truth Beyond The Words

• The NO vs The Edge

• Clearing Every Board

• Effortless Hard Work

• I've Got Me, Babe

• Your 24/7/365 Playground

• Instant Flip Switch

• Smudge On The Eyes

• Creating Your Own Shit Show

• No Missteps

• Water On Your Head

• This Blows

April 2022

• Why You Don't Get ALL THE THINGS (Even When You're Clean)

• Clearing Your Own Board

• Going To Others When The Going Gets Rough

• Source Itself

• No One is Exempt

• Your Marketing Isn't The Point

• Peek-A-Boo

• Bottomless Pit

• Art Without Touching A Thing

• "You Deserve It!"

• Abracadabra

• Game Over / Game On

• What Remains

• You Can't Override Where You Are

• Touchy Touchy

• Dolla Dolla Bills

• Late To My Own Party

• Unlimited Chances To Play

• Clean Cash

• Shoot Your Shot

• Too Much

• Let's See How Far I Go

• Introducing 'Pay What's True': A Fun New Money Game

• You Gotta Earn It

• Attachment Makes Me Go Eww

• Movin'

• All It Takes

• Your True Security

• It Never Ends

• When Their Beast Meets Me

• It's Not About The Price

• Don't Touch Their Shit

• I Know You Know It's True

• Swift Kicks For Everyone

• A Seamless $200K Deal

• The Greatest Ride Of Your Life

• Done Pulling Teeth

• No Vibe

• No Non-Edge Riders Allowed

• Sloppy With The Ones We Love

• Visiting The Land Of Shit

• Tighter, Baby

March 2022

• Make Your Move

• It Never Feels Like Work

• Chasing Your BIG Dream

• Dissolving The Build Up

• Elixir For Your Being

• It's Every Hottie For Themselves

• Kids Know What's Up

• Shameless

• My Guests Run Wild

• What The Heck is a True Number?

• White Hot Heat

• Bleed Out

• The New Shape of Mandyland Radio

• Piercing the Cosmos

• Nada

• Too Much For What

• My Energetic Type

• Home of the Hotness

• Endless Ways To Play

• A Lovely Piece From Tatyana

• Obliterate The Container

• Accurate

• Energetic Accuracy

• YES + NO Are Equal

• Killing The Hotness

• Stop Blaming Lack of Money

• Alien Lightning

• I Can't Replicate My Own Moves

• Copycat

• Distortion Breeds Reliance

• Money is Not Separate From You

• Ridiculously Simple

• The Perfect Vehicle

• It's Dreamy Everywhere I Land

• Layers on Layers on Layers of YUM

• Three Trillion Layers Deep

• Come Together

• Trigger-Free

• Denied

• Controlling The External

• Saying NO To Tulum

February 2022

• You Can't Miss

• Depersonalizing the Bullshit

• The Mandy Slap

• Still Point Lovemaking: An Interview with Ester Zazzaro and Steve Hayter

• Becoming vs Unbecoming

• Pump Up The Jam

• Still

• Untouched Until Now

• On That Zero Point Shit

• Fuck Shit Stack

• The Truth About Money

• Where The Gold Is

• How To Get Your Gold

• Your Only Viable Option

• The Thorn In Your Side

• You See Right Through It

• Superficial Metrics Don't Move Shit

• No Victims Here

• How Much For Your Rubble?

• How To Turn People Off

• News Flash

• How To Stop Shit From Happening

• That Shit Sticks

• You Don't Have Issues

• Why Willpower Doesn't Work

• Disturbia

• Saddle Up

• He Never Misses

• Your Ultimate Superpower

• Fear of the Unknown

• The Other Is Not My Business

• The Residue of Denied Truth

• When Bullshit is Afoot

• You Can't Bring Your Stuff To My Party

• Ignore The Content

• No Greater Pain

• Easy Fucking Peasy

• What You Placed Between You and YOU

• Ripe is My Type

• Victim + Saviour Bullshit

• Your Deepest Pain

• How To Make Life Funner (Yes, Funner)

• Pretending You're Somewhere You're Not

• When You Want To Die

• The Energetic Flatline

• The Directive is Known

• The Blank Canvas of submission

• Contending With Your Instability

• The Anomaly

• The Eye of the Needle Gets Smaller

• When You Move

• Shake, Shake

January 2022

• You Win

• Why I Charge My Podcast Guests

• The Potent Space of No Gap

• The Heat of Full Exposure: A Conversation with Jacqueline Robinson

• BDSM: A Poor Facsimile

• The Distortion of Gossip

• My Prices Change By The Moment

• No Wiggle Room

• A New Lens Every Day

• Double the Fire

• The End of Suffering

• Energetic Toll

• Faking Sexy Ain't Hot

• Bringing A Piece To Life

• Yee-Haw

• A Personalized Salve

• Stay in Your Own Lane

• Don't Strive For Mastery

• Intellect Gets In The Way

• The Power of Not Moving

• I Didn't Need A Cheerleader

• Children Can But You Can't

• If You're Bored, You Ignored This

• The Source of Energetic Instability

• Choose Your Lens

• Are You Really Winning?

• Your Magic Wand

• My Child Owes Me Nothing

• When Your System Says NAH But You Do It Anyway

• The Language That Speaks

• A Mediocre One Night Stand

• Less Equals More

December 2021

• Undercurrent

• Stripped

• Officially Out Of The Closet

November 2021

• I Know What's Ripest For Reaping

• I Call Bullshit

• You Don't Need Boundaries

• Quantum Leap Your Income

• Dancing Around The Fire of You

• You're Doing What You're Here To Do

• An Energetic Erection

• Your Specific Area of Genius

• Magnificence In The Flesh

• Creating Beyond The Need For Money

• The Only Thing I Ever Lacked

• When I'm Moved, I Move

• All Coaches Deal With This

• No Once And For All

• The Quantum Dance

October 2021

• How To Fuck Your Shit Up

• It's You Choosing; Not Them

• How To Transform Your Relationship

• Copy Cat vs The Inevitable

• Cancelled Flights

• Blindly Trusting Your No

• POOF!

• Sex vs SEX

• The Mandatory Crucible

• Go And They'll Follow. Or Not.

• An Interview with Ester Zazzaro: Lovemaking Unveiled

September 2021

• You Don't Want Money

• You Don't Want To Be Saved

• You Don't Want Safety

• Precisely Hitting The Spot

• The Erotic Zero Point of Money

• Aim For Money or Live in Truth

• A Potent Life Recalibration

• How To Sell Your Shit

• There’s No Fucking ‘Thing’

• You Can't Expand Your Energy

• Our Call Will Change Your Life or Your Money Back

• This Weekend Only

• Still A Child; Full Grown

• They Don’t Speak Your Language

• Lemme Fuck Your Shit Up

• Self-Destruction

• Adept At Sourcing From Within

• Fully In Tact

• Why They Pay To Play

• Nothing Changes The Game

• Constant Craving

• You Don't Want Backup

• When It All Stops Working

• Why Your Dreams Are Impossible

• If You're Worried About Another

• Charge The Truth

• To XYZ or Not

• How To Be The Most Loving

• Most Lack This

• A Summation

• Gotta Earn It

• You're The Brand

• Don't Move

• Nada

• On It

• Stevie on Wheels

• Go Natural

• Desiring vs Knowing

• The Insanity of Humanity

• Running Through The Same Vein

• Riding The Edge of Money

• Eternal Gamer

• Collapsing Matter

• Fighting Against

• Needle or No Needle

• Shots Fired

• Never Not YOU

• Follower

August 2021

• No Roles

• Prisoner

• A New Baseline

• True Freedom

• Feeling Hot, Hot, Hot

• Beyond Kink

• The External Hit

• True Power

• A Limp Facsimile

• Blind Beauty

• Free Calls For My Kid

• The Best Question To Ask Yourself

• I Used To Believe

• Energetic Chiropractic Magic

• More Is More

• Less Is More

• A Precise Configuration

• The Little Game With BIG Gains

• Quantified

• Why People Actually Pay Me

• Who You Gonna Call?

• No Take Backsies

• Your Entire Being Goes Boom

• The Unknown Becomes Known

• Your NO Ain't Wrong

• Searching For 'IT'

• Compromise or Nah

• Subtraction

• Got Issues? (Part 1)

• Got Issues? (Part 2)

• She Chooses

July 2021

• YOU Are All There Is

• Welcome To My Playground

• How Dare You

• Simple But Hard

• An Interview with Sanna Tirronen: The Ultimate Unmatch

• Threshold

• Slice

• Fun Ride

• Real Art

• He's Fired

• you > YOU

• Crystal Clear

• The Hard Path

• Trust The Silence

• What Does It Take?

• Life As A God

• Are You Listening?

• It's Not About That

• The Illusion of Safety

• Rules

• The Perfectly-Timed Catalyst

• You Know

• Blow Your Own Mind

• Mindset Quicksand

• Squeaky Clean

• Jammed

• s p a c e

• The Key To Freedom

• It's Like Magic

• Free Fall

• Thoughtless

• Only You

• No In Between

• Tool Belt

• Elevated

• Addition

• The Edge

• Truth Fairy

• Guess What

• All The Things

• The More You Crave

• Slower

• When You Stop

• No Plans

• Saved By The Sparkles

• Always Home

• Distorted vs Clean Love

• I Know You're Ready

• Choose Again

• You're In Charge

• Why You Go Through Hell

• OH. MY. GOD.

• Free-Falling Into The Abyss

• He's Fired

June 2021

• The Cage Needs To Go

• Do You Trust Yourself or Nah?

• Head of the Table

• Sevdaliza

• Running with Wolves

• Boundaries

• Anger

• Trying To Change Another

• Clean Love

• Fancy That

• The Stretch of Self-Abandonment

• How It Be

• The Ultimatum

• Not Personal

• Homeless

March/April/May 2021

• March Visual Diary

• Ride Your Edge on Mandyland Radio

• An Interview with Hanna Borg: Dancing with Source

• An Interview with Noa Cardelli: The Black Hole Portal

• An Interview with Gregory Noack: The Genius Activator

• An Interview with Galen Lundin: The Cosmic Surgeon

• An Interview with Jennifer Hallett: The Opulent

• The Richest Woman in the World

• The #1 Tip For Living A Great Fucking Life

• Not A Coach

• The Hallett Effect

• They Wanna Dance With You

• Hitting Your Spot

• Zoom

• Runnin'

• Across The Board

• ♫

• Far From Home

• You Have No Fucking Idea

• How To Live The Rest Of Your Life

• BE

• The Restful Quiet

• Dissatisfaction Comes From This

• Not the Vibe

• You're Not Obliged

February 2021

• February Visual Diary

• Beyond the Illusion

• The Death of Your Story

• Be Here

• Fuck Growth

• Safe House

• Stop + Start

• Here's A Tip

• Anger is on You

• The Shape of You

• Then vs Now

• Living Truth

• You + You

• Pay Attention

• No Chill

• You Already Know

• Select Crew

• The Ultimate Fantasy

• The Energetics Collection

• Boxes

• Protection

• I've Got Feelers

• Droppin' Bombs

• Matter

• Who's Your Master?

• Creating Overflow

• A=B

• Nothing Matters

• Anything Is Better Than This

• The Pleasure Principle

• Misplaced Sovereignty

• The Illusion of Risk

• Void

• Illusion vs Truth

• Society of One's Self

• Fucking Genius

• Absurd

• Droppin' Bombs

• Facts

January 2021

• January Visual Diary

• Diary of a Dominatrix (My New Membership Blog)

• I Do It To Turn Myself On

• Just Stop

• We Both Said YES

• It's Not About The 'Who' + The 'How Long'

• Creature Comfort

• Empty

• Submit

December 2020

• December Visual Diary

• I’m Not Your Average Dominatrix

• Be Here Now

• You Aren't Behind The Couch

• Fuck A Mission

• The Answer

• Ungrateful Bitch

• No Fucks Given

• Happily Blind

November 2020

• October/November Visual Diary

• Fuck Trust

• Submission vs Surrender

• The Numbers Game

• By-Passing Clutter

• The 'Healing' Deception

• Existing Freely

• No Requirements

• Andro Vibe

• Wrong Grid

• Grid Swap

• Non-Inclusive

• Stop Leaving Here To Go There

• Caged

October 2020

• October/November Visual Diary

• Yes, I've Joined OnlyFans

• There's So Much More Than This

• Leave The Grid

• No More Journals

• Priceless

• Cloud 9

• Bleep Bloop Blop

• The Hard Path

• Kondo Yourself

• Tense

• Dominatrix

• Orgasms

• Simple

• Things

• Trauma Tribe

• Two Options

• Stories

• Clutter

• Different

• Trusting Men

• Who Cares?

• Mentor

• Facts

September 2020

• September Visual Diary

• (Ep7) Go Deeper One Last Time with Mandy & Abby

• (Ep6) Go Deeper with Mandy & Abby: Disclaimers, Hooker Dating Tips and Elon Musk

• Tipsy Time with Mandy & Shawnda (A Mandyland Radio Exclusive)

• (Ep5) Go Deeper with Mandy & Abby: Tattoos, FetLife and Going Through the Fire

• (Ep4) Go Deeper with Mandy & Abby: Kinks, Blowjobs and Edibles

• Solo Play

• Rare Bird

• Tick Tock

• Little Helper

• Undiluted

• Your Edge

• Hitting The Spot

• Tested By The Universe? Nah, Bro.

• He Won't Slide in Your DM

• Issues

• Head

• Spoiler Alert

• Keep Scrolling

• Real World

• FYI

• No Repeats

• Safe

• Art

• Follow The Leader

• Frank

• How Long?

• Expired

• Postaholic

• Hot Pics

• Prison

• Bye Bye Birdy

• Dissolution

• Arm's Length

• Box Ticker

• Matter

• Go Fish

• Potent Power

• PSA

• Can't Relate

• NO.

• Enough

• Bye, Felicia

• Deeper Truth

• Self Mastery

• Unlink

• Cha-Ching

• Facebook Cocktail

• Jumper

• Reminder

• Guessing Game

• Timeless

• Right and Wrong

• Handy

• Yummy

• Fuck Management

• Money + Dating

• Triggered

• Standards

• Softie

• Protection

• Adaptation

• Shake Shake

• M(asses)

• Inundated

• Life Ratio

• New Bitch

• YES or NO

• None

• Home

August 2020

• August Visual Diary

• My New Experiment

• (Ep3) Go Deeper with Mandy & Abby: Unpaid Sex, Workin' a 9-5 and Mastering The Electric Tone

• The Electric Tone

• Who's Running The Show?

• I'm Not Lucky. I'm Mandy.

• Terrifying + Electrifying

• Keep Your Crystals

• Class Dismissed

• Crumble

• Box-Free

• The Ultimate Prize

• Truth Speaker

• Control

• Nothing Less Than Extraordinary

• Casualties of Consciousness

• Day 13 of 14

• I Could Never

• Eyes Closed

• Bullseye

• Riddle Me This

• Boofuckinghoo

• Work of Art

• Zip

• Circa Way Back

• I Won't Do It

• No-Care Bear

• Day 6 of 14

• I Know What I Want

• I Don't Teach

• Fucker Upper

• Disturbia

• Take Her Off The Pedestal

• Part 2

• Part 1

• Psych

• The Turn On

• This + Only This

• It's A No From Me

• Magically Delicious

• Stop

• Fuck It All

• You're Free

• If Sex Is The Goal

• Dangerous

• Yikes

• Just Play

• Confession

• Scaredy Cat

• Wrong One

• Here's The Trick

• Magnetic Femininity with Shelsey Jarvis on Mandyland Radio

• The Evolved Man, Nick Matiash on Mandyland Radio

July 2020

• (Ep2) Go Deeper with Mandy & Abby: Turn Ons, Shame and Personal Power

• Boxes

• A Higher Conversation With Michel Grey

• People Pleasing Is Not Required

• An Interview with Abby the Escort: A Mandyland Radio Exclusive

• You Don't Need A Coach But Here's Why You Should Hire One

• July Visual Diary

June 2020

• June Visual Diary

• When The Unfathomable Is Normalized

• You Can't Enjoy The Perks + Dismiss The Rest

• BLM Represents A Momentous Shift In Consciousness

• Are You Helping The Monster Grow?

• Be Fucking Glorious And Stand Up For What You Believe In

May 2020

• My First Quarantine Chapter Is Complete

• If You Didn't Come From A Healthy Family

• A Mother's Day Message

• From Surviving To Thriving

• Your Quarantine Habits

April 2020

• Yummy Questions To Ask Yourself In Self-Isolation

• Let's Not Rush Back To What's Normal

• Q&A Monday: Quarantine Edition

• I'm The One

• See The Magic: A Manifesto For Living A Deep, Rich and Beautiful Life

March 2020

• March Visual Diary

• This Is The Change We Need

• Fear Is Your Invitation To Heal

• You Have The Power To Move Through This

• How To Thrive In Quarantine

• Pandemic Anxiety Is Teaching Us Something

• Quarandream Date with Me!

February 2020

• 10 Things I Believe About You (Video)

• My Non-Binary Child Has A New Name

• Do The Work So Your Children Won't Have To

• Your Subconscious ALWAYS Trumps Your Effort

• My Current BIG Leap

• Sharing Your Truth Changes Lives

• Your Life Reflects Your Beliefs

• February Visual Diary

January 2020

• Ask Mandy: How To Grow Younger Each Day

• My BIG 'Why' Dissolved + That's A Great Thing

• 100 Boss Affirmations For Creatives + Entrepreneurs

• Transform Like A Boss: A Course For Extraordinary Souls

December 2019

• December Visual Diary

• Why Goals + Resolutions Don't Work

• Branding + Marketing Mandyland Style

November 2019

• November Visual Diary

• Black Friday Sale! Save 50%! Today Only!

October 2019

• October Visual Diary

• My Mission To Live Only With Tens

September 2019

• September Visual Diary

• Ask Mandy: When People Treat You Like Crap

• An Interview with Nick Tillia the Game Changer on Mandyland Radio

• Dark Night of the Soul (Dave Vargas Interview)

• Ask Mandy: Struggling To Write Your First Book?

• Ask Mandy: How I Write, Publish + Sell My Work

August 2019

• August Visual Diary

• Let That Shit Go

• Thank You For Rejecting Me

• How I Measure Success

• Fantasy > Reality

• Claiming My Fucking Prize

• Love List #34

• A Discussion on Short-Term Pleasure vs Long-Term Gains

• Moments of Lust Are Enough

• Let That Fucker Go

July 2019

• July Visual Diary

• If You're an Artist Who Needs to Pay the Bills, Read This.

• 76 Days Later

• Why I Won't Have Sex With Him

• Why I Don't Text A Guy Twice

June 2019

• June Visual Diary

• Tired of My Own Bullshit

May 2019

• May Visual Diary

• Tired of My Own Bullshit

• Ask Mandy: What Do I Look For In A Partner?

• Circle Time

• Ask Mandy: One-Night Stand Tips For Men

April 2019

• April Visual Diary

• My Version of the Perfect Relationship

• Her Lovers: Collecting Men in Poems (Order Today!)

• Ask Mandy: First Date Tips For Younger Men

• Love List #33

March 2019

• March Visual Diary

• Mandy & Imaan: One-Night Stands, Polyamory, Break Ups and More!

February 2019

• February Visual Diary

• Ask Mandy: Why Is It So Hard To Express Our Deepest Feelings?

• Ask Mandy: What's The Best Way To Do Affirmations?

• Ask Mandy: How Can Gratitude Change Your Life?

• Ask Mandy: What To Do When He Stops Texting

• Got Issues? Work On This...

January 2019

• January Visual Diary

• Ask Mandy: Would I Date a Man Who's Twenty?

• Ask Mandy: What Kind of Attention Do Women Like?

• Ask Mandy: What Do I Find Most Attractive in Younger Men?

• Ask Mandy: How Can You Tell If She's Interested?

• I Dreamed I Was Topless (And Owned It)

• My Day With A Bad Bitch

• Tending To My Inner World

• A Gangster Bitch's New Year's Reflection

• Ask Mandy: Do Older Women Appreciate Cultured Younger Men with Old School Values?

• Ask Mandy: Do I Indulge in Cannabis?

• Ask Mandy: Should You Ask a Woman's Age?

• About the 'Ask Mandy' Series

December 2018

• December Visual Diary

• Where All The Magic Happens (And Why I'm Going Offline)

• A Healing Letter To Little Me

• How Your Pain Serves You

• Got Chronic Pain? Read This.

• The Most Powerful Place To Be

November 2018

• Feel. Heal. Rest. Repeat.

• Generational Healing Starts With You

• My Zigzaggy Path To Self Worth

• A Unicorn Balloon To Celebrate My Newest Awakening

• How Childhood Trauma Leads To Chronic Pain in Adulthood

• The Curable App: My New Favourite Tool For Pain Relief

• How to Get Out of Inner Hell

• Love Letters From Paige's Father

• 9 Years Later, I'm Still Dealing With (And Healing Through) My Mother's Things

• From 17 and Suicidal to Now

• November Visual Diary

October 2018

• October Visual Diary

• Love List #32

September 2018

• September Visual Diary

August 2018

• August Visual Diary

• The Power Of Claiming What You Deserve

• The Bikini Body Myth | My Interview For Beach Baby

July 2018

• July Visual Diary

• My Self-Perception Held Me Back More Than Anything Else

• (Video) 4 Years Shampoo-Free: Why + How + Helpful Tips

• Avoid These People

• (Video) My Housewarming Gift To Myself! Help Me Name It!

June 2018

• June Visual Diary

• Does He Make You More Or Does He Make You Less

• When You Outgrow Those Around You

• On Being Judged And Misunderstood

• Others Weigh In On Why I'm Single

• Too Good Triangles Is Officially Registered In Quebec!

• The End Result Ain't Where It's At

• Dreams Of Lust And Romance

• $30,000 Of My Debt Just Disappeared

• If You're Being Swallowed By The Darkness

• Love List #31

• Living Versus LIVING

• My Love For Kampai

• When Things Go Wrong (Life's GPS)

• On Having Different Views

• Pink

• Creative Juices

• My Favourite Part Of Living In Montreal

May 2018

• May Visual Diary

• They Said Yes To TGT Which Means A Full Year Of Funding!

• I'm Ready To Woo The Selection Committee With TGT!

• My Baking Adventure Started At 15

• A Year Of Living On 5K And Miracles

• My New TGT Partnership With L'Epicerie Moderne

• Why I Love NDG

• When You Don't Feel Pretty

April 2018

• April Visual Diary

• Carla's Canvas In Heaven

• When Your Young Friend Dies

• My Dream Mic Drop

March 2018

• March Visual Diary

• Love List #30

• To Whom It May Concern

• When The Dream Comes To Life

• Introducing The Daily Muse

• Mandyland Radio: An Interview with The Left-Brained Hippie

• Bake A Cake For Your Free Bitch

• Bad Bitch Get Your Money (Or Whatever Else You Desire)

February 2018

• February Visual Diary

• Some Thoughts On Feeling Like A Failure

• The Greatest Achievement Of My Life

• Talking To The Queen of Zen

• Every Day Is Love Day
  

• The Beautiful Stranger At Kampai

• Dining In The Dark At Dans Le Noir

January 2018

• January Visual Diary

• Welcoming My 42nd Year

• Happy Birthday To My Twin Soul Sister

• My Tear-Filled French Presentation

• My Kind Of People Are Raw And Undiluted

• Got Self-Hate Inner Tapes?

• My Favourite Lines From 'The Little Prince'

• A Message To The Frenchman

• P&B Chronicles: Clinton's Favourite Passage

• My Word Of The Year Reflects How I Live My Life (Free MP3 Included)

• My 2018 Mission + A Guide To Creating Yours (Free MP3 Included)

• My One Year Montreal Anniversary

December 2017

• Gift Your Future Self By Doing The Hard Stuff Now

• Ma Première Vidéo En Français: 10 Façons Simples D'Apprendre Une Nouvelle Langue

• Some Easy Tips For Learning A New Language

• My Christmas Heart Burst

• I Miraculously Passed Level 6 French Through Sheer Will And My Teacher's Support

• P&B Chronicles: The Creative Comedown

• P&B Chronicles: Post-Launch Blues

• My Book Release Party | Ma Soirée De Lancement De Livre

• P&B Chronicles: Rafael's Request

• P&B Chronicles: Keveen's Book Release Speech

• P&B Chronicles: As I Prepare For Its Release

• P&B Chronicles: If The Poet & The Butterfly Was A Sound

• P&B Chronicles: Signed Paperbacks Have Sold Out!

• P&B Chronicles: My Amélie Gift From Jo

• P&B Chronicles: The Paperbacks Have Arrived!

• My New Gig At Cinema L'Amour

• P&B Chronicles: Lost, Then Found

• P&B Chronicles: The Paperback Is Now On Amazon!

• P&B Chronicles: Wordsworth Books Said Yes!

November 2017

• November Visual Diary

• A Reflection On Schooling And Perfect Timing

• I Went To School To Quit, Then Signed Up For Another Term

• P&B Chronicles: Meet Lily The Spanish Translator

• (Poem) How To Win At Life

• P&B Chronicles: Preparing For The Sweetest Muse

• P&B Chronicles: Resurrecting Our Love Child

• (Poem) Soul Trip

• P&B Chronicles: These 5 Star Amazon Reviews Ain't Lyin'!

• The 10 Year Anniversary Edition Of The Poet & The Butterfly Is Here!

• P&B Chronicles: Great Minds Think Alike

• P&B Chronicles: Get Yourself A Co-Author Like This

• P&B Chronicles: Poems From 2007

• P&B Chronicles: The Juiciest Emails Yet

• P&B Chronicles: Rediscovering The Original Emails

• P&B Chronicles: Submitting My Book To Renaud-Bray

• P&B Chronicles: We Aren't Who We Were 10 Years Ago

• Montreal Is My Wonderland

• P&B Chronicles: It's All Coming Together

October 2017

• October Visual Diary

• 3 Years Shampoo-Free + A Mini Q&A

• When The Holiday Blues Hit

• Things Are Actually Getting Better In The World

• I'm A Born Again Virgin (Free MP3 Included)

• Chocolate Sludge + Hometown Love

September 2017

• September Visual Diary

• (Poem) When You Arrive

• My Daily Email To Myself (Free MP3 Included)

• (Poem) The Gift Of Envy

• To Defriend Or Not To Defriend (Free MP3 Included)

• What's Your North Star? (Free MP3 Included)

• (Poem) Fall Seeps In

August 2017

• August Visual Diary

• My Morning Conversation With Myself (Free MP3 Included)

• Love List #29

• The 10 Year Anniversary Edition Of P&B Coming This Fall

• (Poem) You Have A Mission

• I Don't Believe In World Peace

July 2017

• (Poem) Smart Soul That She Is

• Bursting At The Seams

• Better To Be Pulled Than Kicked

• The Mandyland Shop Will Soon Be Live!

• (Poem) Watch Me

• My Montreal Dream

• (Poem) Known

• When Men Feel Entitled

• (Poem) Resistance

June 2017

• June Visual Diary

• I'm Banking On Myself

• (Poem) Sacred Space

• The Pulse Of This City Makes Me Feel So Alive

• News Flash: You're Gonna Die

• (Poem) More Life

May 2017

• May Visual Diary

• (Poem) Excess

• I Found Magic In Westmount Park

• My First Forest Bath In Montreal

• Searching For My Soul's Home In Montreal

• (Poem) Rebirth

• When You Don't Know

• Love List #27

• This Wasn't My Dream

April 2017

• April Visual Diary

• (Poem) Art Unfolding

• Love List #26

• (Poem) Frustration

• Homesick For Past Comforts

• What Self-Actualization Looks Like

• Did You Listen To Yourself Today?

• My Return To Being Sugar-Free

March 2017

• Mandyland Monthly | March Bounty

• He Irrevocably Marked Me Twice

• For Those Who Think I Post Too Much

• (Poem) My Truth

• (Video Poem) It Will Come

• March Visual Diary

• (Poem) I Need The Words

• I Sleep On The Floor Now

• Big Risk = Big Fear: Taking My Business To The Next Level

• (Poem) Some Days

• Longing For My Ultimate Vision

• (Poem) A Heart Message

• Love List #25

• (Poem) A Million Times More

• (Video Poem) Too True

• You Don't Need French To Live In Montreal

• My First Week Of French Immersion!

• The Golden Ticket Of Consciousness

• (Poem) Pave The Way

• Montreal Leads To Italy

• (Poem) Waves

• (Poem) A Sight To Behold

• The Perks Of Living With My Kid

• Goodbye, 9-5!

• So A Two-Bedroom Is Next!

February 2017

• February Visual Diary

• (Poem) Sunday

• Suffering On The Way To Thriving

• (Poem) I Trust Me More Than You

• (Poem) Creep

• (Poem) New Recruit

• Love List #24

January 2017

• January Visual Diary

• My 41st Birthday + One Month Montreal Anniversary

• A Poem From My Frenchman

• This Is Why He Suits Me So Well

• (Poem) Not Polite

• (Poem) Roles

• When He Reads To Me

• (Poem) I Am Mine

• (Poem) His Feline

• (Poem) In Love

• (Poem) The Dream

• He Makes Me A Better Human

• Collector Of Beautiful Words

• (Poem) Good Meal

• The 29th: My Special Day

• December Visual Diary

December 2016

• December Visual Diary

• From 'Never Leaving' To 'Ready To Go'

• Ready To Move In With My Girl

• Love List #23

• I Don't Aim To Be Inspiring. I Aim To Be Fully Myself.

• My Gentle Rock

• Honoured To Feel And Move Through Life

• To Rehash The Past Or Let It Die

• Finding Out Who Really Cares

• He Speaks Mandyland

• "And You'll Be So Close To Your Daughter!"

• Mandyland Monthly | November Bounty

November 2016

• Mandyland Monthly | November Bounty

• November Visual Diary

• The One Thing I'm Not Looking For In Montreal

• My Cyber Purge & My New Friend, Dave

• (Poem) My Person

• No One Is Everyone's Cup Of Tea

• (Poem) Growing Out Loud

• (Poem) Groovy, Baby

• My Beautiful Send Off From My Amazing Community

• Love List #22

• All The Boys Together

• (Poem) No Words

• (Poem) Lost & Found

• Be More Like A Toddler

• Quote of the Week #6

• You're Already Living The Perfect Life

• (Poem) The Perfect Life

• On The Other Side Of Grief

• (Poem) Gonna Miss Him

• (Poem) I Miss Your Touch

• What In The World

• I Took The Long Way Home

• (Poem) Ask The Trees

• (Poem) Torn

• Sadness & An Endless Goodbye

• Best & Worst Case Scenario

• (Poem) Process

• (Poem) Misunderstood

• Human Waterfall

• Mandyland Monthly | October Bounty

October 2016

• Mandyland Monthly | October Bounty

• October Visual Diary

• Life Is Always Redirecting Us

• There's Something Big On The Horizon

• Love List #21

• (Poem) The Perfect Place

• My World Is Ending. It's About Damn Time.

• Love List #20

• (Poem) Lights Out

• (Poem) Now Watch Me Die

• Fuck Shitty People

• How Many Boats Have I Missed?

• Quote of the Week #5

• (Poem) Names

• I Asked For This

• Mandyland Monthly | September Bounty

• Love List #18

• One Month Left

• (Poem) I Use My Words

• Quote of the Week #4

• Proud Moment: Loose Jeans + What That Means

• September Visual Diary

September 2016

• September Visual Diary

• Mandyland Monthly | September Bounty

• A Tribute To Affordable Housing

• 21 Day Sugar-Free Challenge

• Quote of the Week #3

• Love List #17

• You Can Be Scared And Still Keep Going

• When Life Gets Too Heavy

• The Dream Serves Us As We Serve The Dream

• Adulting Makes No Sense

• All About The Boobs (A Discussion On Implants)

• Happy (The App)

• Quote of the Week #2

• Love List #16

• I Can't Shut Up

• Creating My First App With Lori

• Poem (Chosen)

• Video Diary #1

• Free-Falling Into The Universe

• Love List #15

• My Thoughts On Money

• Going Out There Just To Stay In Here

• Being Happy Requires More Than Accepting What Is

• Draw Your Line In The Sand To Get The Good Stuff

• Cheating Ain't Cool

• Summer '16 Mandyland Recap + A Question For You

• (Poem) Slept On

• Highlights + Insights From Pre-Paving My Next Chapter

• Quote of the Week #1

• (Poem) Trouble

• Love List #14

August 2016

• My August Visual Diary (90+ images)

• (Poem) Surge

• I Chose Him Because He Brings Me Joy

• Love List #13

• (Poem) It Will Come

• Proud To Be The Family Disappointment

• (Poem) Darker Things

• We Are Only A Moment

• Relationship Anarchy For The Win

• Love List #12

• (Poem) The One

• I Pour Myself Everywhere

• Love List #11

• (Poem) The Negotiation

• Love List #10

• When He Returns

July 2016

• Mandyland Monthly Newsletter

• My July Visual Diary (30+ images)

• Love List #9

• What A Dead Bird Can Teach Us

• Be All About Joy

• Love List #8

• You Didn't Come This Far To Only Come This Far

• The New Prisma App Turns Your Pics Into Art

• Love List #7

• Soul Sexiness

• Beauty In Destruction

• Say And Do What Needs To Be Said And Done

• Document Your Beauty (A Tribute To The Selfie)

June 2016

• My June Visual Diary (30+ images)

• When You Can't Have The One You Want

• Love List #6

• My First R&B Video Experience!

• The Parts We Keep Hidden

• Face Your Shit And You'll Be Free

• Falling Into More Beauty

• What Would You Tell Your Younger Self?

• My Unplanned Sabbatical

• The Curse Of Living Deeply

• Facing The Dark Spots

• Love List #5

• Love List #4

May 2016

• My May Visual Diary (30+ images)

• Love List #3

• (Poem) Searching

• Love List #2

• (Poem) Silly Boy

• Why I Hung Up On Him Five Times (It's An Introvert Thing)

• Love List #1

• I Don't Want A Record Of My Secret

• (Poem) Wild One

• Always Ready To Go

• It's Time For A Carpet Cleaning! (Save 15% Through Yours Truly)

April 2016

• My April Visual Diary

• (Poem) Blush

• (Writing) I Dreamed I Was A Daughter Of The Moon

• (Writing) He Doesn't Know

• (Writing) Single Is My Specialty

• (Writing) Shooting My Magic Arrows

• (Writing) Introverts Like Us

• (Poem) First Date

• Mandyland Monthly Newsletter (March Recap)

March 2016

• My March Visual Diary

• (Writing) Birthing An Idea

• (Writing) Families By Heart

• (Writing) It's Ok To Be A Spiritual Crank Pot

• (Writing) Four Years Later (A Book That Never Happened)

• (Writing) How To Be A Great Parent

• (Writing) When Only One Of You Loves Jesus

• (Writing) Losing Inches Won't Increase Self-Love (But This Will)

• (Writing) Want What You Want

February 2016

• My February Visual Diary

• (Writing) He Asked Me Out At The Mall

• (Writing) Dealing With People's Negativity

• (Writing) I Slayed The Sexy Dragon

• (Writing) Told You So: A Reminder To Listen To Your Soul

• (Poem) Over

• (Writing) That Awful Person Is Meant To Be In Your Life

• (Writing) Sure, I've Got Issues. So Do You.

• (Writing) Why I Expose My Heart To The World

• (Writing) My Terrible, Horrible, No Good, Very Bad Week

• (Poem) Bleeding Heart

• (Podcast) Strippers, Hennessy & Mandy's Sexy Addiction

• (Podcast) Mandy's 40th & Sheena's Shittiest Date Ever

• (Podcast) Amanda's Tinder Adventures

• (Poem) Whole Souled Single Lady

• (Writing) As Long As It Takes (Even If It Takes Decades)

January 2016

• (Podcast) Settling & The Illusion of Perfect Love

• My January Visual Diary

• 40 Things That Move(d) Me: A Celebration Of Turning 40

• A New Cut + 16 Months Shampoo-Free!

• Free By Forty. What Else Matters?

• Vulnerability = Strength

• Goodbye, 2015! (Mandyland Year In Review + A Top 10)

December 2015

• My December Visual Diary

• Don't You Dare Call Yourself Old

• Dealing With Haters (Kino Style)

• Want A Christmas Card From Mandyland?

• (Writing) You Have It In You

• (Podcast) Shitty DJs & Calling It Quits

• Mandyland Monthly Recap (November)

November 2015

• My November Visual Diary

• (Poem) Bound

• (Podcast) Sex Club Shenanigans

• (Writing) There's No Lie Left

• (Poem) Cruel

• (Podcast) Epiphanies & Self-Pleasure

• (Poem) Weak

• (Podcast) Paris, Trudeau, Nudes & Self-Love

• (Writing) Humanity Is Our Own

• (Poem) Fallen

• (Writing) Where Is Your Heart?

• (Writing) I Woke Up With A Broken Heart

• (Writing) It's Not Just Paris That Needs Us

• (Writing) Naked Body, Beaming Soul (18+)

• (Poem) Dear Sir

• (Writing) How I Became A Billionaire In A Day

• (Writing) A Sacred Forest Tribute

• (Writing) I Don't Care How I'm Remembered. I Care How I'm Known.

• Mandyland Recap (October 2015)

October 2015

• My Visual Diary (October 2015)

• (Poem) Pillar

• Darkness, Failure & Taking A Peek

• My Broken TGT Heart Has Mended

• TGT Joins Princess Cafe

• Reaching Out From The Darkness

• It's All About Alignment & Action

• (Poem) Alchemy

• (Podcast) Sacred Breakups, New Books & Authentic Success

• A Magic Man From Beginning To End

• (Poem) Mute

• (Poem) Tick Tock

• Mandyland Recap (September 2015)

September 2015

• My Visual Diary (September 2015)

• Dragonflies & Next Steps

• Some Advice For The Fellas

• (Poem) Magic Man

• (Podcast) My Magic Man, Ria Mae & Planning A New Life

• One Year Shampoo-Free!

• Fairytale Phone Calls & Ultimate Visions

• Here's My Declaration

August 2015

• My Visual Diary (August 2015)

• Summer 2015 Recap

• Cultivating My New Life

• Time To Feel The Next Direction

• Preparing For Her Next Adventure

• (Podcast) The Big Leap, The Lucky Bitch & The Greatest Gift

• (Podcast) Ruby Rose, Dating Updates & The Nose-Blowing Fiasco

• I Didn't Get The Job And That's A Great Thing

• It Takes A Cyber Village Of Hearts To Get Me Back On Track

• Thank You For Holding My Heart Last Night

• (Poem) Off/On

• What Have I Even Done With My Life?

• Even The Prettiest Of Flowers Need To Be Repotted

• I Wonder What Happens Next

• My Girl Is Moving To Montreal

• Let's Live Like Jay Alvarrez

July 2015

• My Visual Diary (July 2015)

• Facing My Basement (And My Past) Like A Boss

• It's Time For The Hardest Part (One Space Left To Declutter)

• (Musing) Don't Believe The Artificial Hype

• Ride The Wave Like A Boss

• What Have You Upgraded Lately?

• (Musing) Make Your Lane Shine

• The KonMari Decluttering Method (And Mandyland Undies)

• Are You Singing Your Song Yet?

• (Poem) Full

• Celebrate Yourself Now

• The Darkness Of Last Year

• Farewell To My Love Of Four Years

June 2015

• I Blame My Dad For Tonight's Tears

• Shampoo-Free (9 Months) + Happy Hair Detox E-Course

• (Video) Why Rejection Rocks

• (Podcast) Jerks, Botox & Species Shame

• A Reminder For Fellow Creatives: Forget The Numbers

• (Podcast) Alex's Story: From She To He

• (Video) Why Envy Is A Beautiful Thing

• May 2015 Recap

May 2015

• (Poem) Adonis

• My Visual Diary (May 2015)

• (Video) Why It's Great To Give Up

• Rejection Is A Great Thing

• Shampoo-Free (Month 8) + My Newest Hair Goal

• How Do You Start Your Day? I Start Mine With Shells.

• (Podcast) Manifesting, Flowing & Glorious Shagging

• (Podcast) Arizona Shit Show & A Weekend From Hell

• (Podcast) Sex Partner Stats & Mandy's Ideal Man

• A Mother's Day Message

• Remember That Injury I Had? Me Neither.

• April Recap

April 2015

• My Visual Diary (April 2015)

• Shampoo-Free (Month 7)

• (Podcast) Navigating Boundaries & Farewell To An Era

• (Podcast) Booty Call Basics & A Big City Girl

• A Mama's Heart Breaks In Intervals (Especially When Her Girl Moves To The Big City)

• (Podcast) Periscope, Downtown Service & A Sweet Frenchman

• Periscope (My New Favourite App): Why It Rocks & What Needs Work

• (Podcast) Sheena's Break Up & Mandy's New Addiction

• My Grass Is The Greenest

• I'm Back To Pimpin' Too Good Triangles, Yo!

• Shampoo-Free (Months 5 & 6) + My All Natural Skincare Routine

• (Podcast) V-Cards, Mr. Angel & Lands For All

March 2015

• March Recap + My Executive Decision

• My Visual Diary

• (Poem) His Shirt

• (Podcast) No Sex For 90 Days & Mandy's Newest Fella

• (Podcast) Date Rape, Consent, STDs & Abortion

• (Podcast) Sheena's Date From Hell & Why We Ignore Men On Dating Sites

• (Video) How To Declutter Your Mind Without Meditation

• What's In A Name?

• (Poem) Bed

• (Poem) Jealous

• (Video) How To Overcome Self-Hate & Develop Self-Love

• (Video) How To Overcome Your Greatest Fear

• (Poem) Another

February 2015

• My Visual Diary

• My Gentler Dreams For 2015

• (Poem) No Strings Attached

• (Video) How To Achieve Any Goal

• Marketing Mandyland Style

• (Video) What I Find Sexy (And I Bet You've Got It)

• The Only Reason I Want To Lose Weight

• Lykke Li + Honouring Your Limits

January 2015

• The Real Reason For My Birthday Blues (It's All About My Mama)

• By 25 I Had Already Failed At Life

• Shampoo-Free (Month 4) + Homemade Conditioner + Natural Gel

• Happy Birthday To My Beloved Bestie

• Happy 20th Birthday To My Girl!

• 2015, I Love You Already! (Thanks To Booze & Berries & Bad Music)

• Mandyland Newsletter (December 2014)

• My Visual Diary (January 2015) 

December 2014

• My Visual Diary (December 2014)

• Tonight Calls For Boobs & A Crown!

• The Power Of Gratitude (And My Daily List)

• Mandyland 2014 (Looking Back & Moving Forward)

• Shampoo-Free (Weeks 11 & 12)

• A Christmas Reflection On Waking Up Alone

• Peace Amongst The Chaos (For Those On My Friend's List)

• Christmas Eve With My Girl

• My New DevaCurl Hair + 3 Tips For Caring For Curls

• (Podcast) Tinder, Dating Younger Men & The One Thing Mandy Won't Talk About

• (Podcast) The Art & Power Of Order

• I Love The New, More Balanced Me

• Happy Birthday To My Mama In The Sky

• (Podcast) Infertility, Cheating & Broken Marriages

• Shampoo-Free (Weeks 8, 9 & 10)

• My West African Groundnut Stew Recipe

• Beauty In Every Season

• Mandyland Top 10: Change Heroes, Burnt Wood & Coats For The Homeless

November 2014

• My Visual Diary (November 2014)

• Today's Brain Food

• Shampoo-Free (Weeks 6 & 7)

• Why 2007 Was So Special To Me

• Thank You, GRT Bus Driver

• A Gift For The Midwife To My New Life

• Shampoo-Free (Weeks 4 & 5)

• Mandyland Newsletter (November 2014)

• No More Hamster Wheel For Me

• My Wedding Date Is Getting Married!

• Mandyland Top 10: Hermits, Whiskey, Coffee & Banks

• Today's Brain Food (More Yumminess From Dr. Joe)

• Give A Hoot. Don't Pollute.

• This Post Is For You

• Gua Sha What?

• When No One Else Is Looking

• Why I've Grown To Love My Injury (Hint: It Reminds Me Of My Daughter)

• You're Born To Fly (Even If Those Around You Can't Handle It)

October 2014

• Turn Down For What? How About Sanity? (Confessions Of A Cyber Jerk & Social Media Junkie)

• Cupping, You Hurt So Good!

• Shampoo-Free For Me (With Updates)

• Awaken Your Soul With Sexpot Studio (Audio + Credits + A Damien Rice Dream)

• Oh Na Na, What's My Name?

• My Bestest Newsletter Ever

• Mandyland Top 10: Slitten Edition

• Jenna Marbles Just Won Me Over With Her 200th Video

• I Used To Hate Holidays. Used To.

• The Time Is Now (My Sacred Watch Without Hands)

September 2014

• My Visual Diary (September 2014)

• Master Your Issues Today

• My Mom & I Died This Month, FYI

• The Warmest Fuzzy Ever

• Time To Water The Root (My Continued Journey Through Pain)

• Evolving My Brain Like A Boss

• My Dark Night Of The Soul

• Is Your World Ending? Good!

• Last Night's Funeral (Rest in Dreamtime Peace, Mom)

• Write More Letters

• Mandyland Radio Feature: Rufus

• Shout Out To Myself

• My Tree-Loving Heart Just Broke

August 2014

• Last Night's Visit From My Deceased Mother

• Mandyland Weekly (August 11-17)

• I'm Definitely Maybe An Aspien Woman

• Life Beyond Being Liked

• Mandyland Feature: Mega Health At Work

• Circle Small

• So Close To Home It Hurts

• Here We Are. Lucky Us.

• Not Just Because He's Famous

• Make Out Monday: 10 Things That Make Me Swoon

• Mandyland Weekly (August 3-10)

• Mandyland Radio: Quantum Awesomeness & Spontaneous Remission

• Welcome To The New Site!

• How Good Can It Get?

• 2 Decades Under The Poverty Line. So What?

• My Shoe Inspired Trip Down Memory Lane

July 2014

• It's A Beautiful Day

• But I Don't Wanna Work

• Screw Age. How Awesome Are You?

• The Bestest Duo Ever (Me & My Girl)

• Their Love Is My Hope

• If You Fall In Love With An Artist (By Amber Long)

• I Love Break Ups

• So Much Yumminess Inside

June 2014

• Minimalist At Heart

• How To Help Anyone (Including Yourself)

• I Can't Always Count To 10 (Meditation Mandyland Style)

• Healing Through An Old Flame (Forgiveness & Other Treasures)

• From Woohoo To Boohoo (Grieving The Empty Room)

• Bobbi's Gift: The Endless Knot

• Tainted Love (My Response To My Pic That Got Reported)

• Empty Nesting Like A Boss (Thoughts On Being Child-Free)

May 2014

• My Kid Just Moved Out. Whoa, Nelly!

• It's Time To Love My Mom (And Easier Now That She's Gone)

• My Little Girl Moves Out Today (Deep Breath)

• Little Actions Equal BIG Results

• Celebrating My Literary Award Nomination

• The Gift Of Being Seen (A Tribute To My Bestie)

• A Letter of Love From A Listener

• She's Mad But She's Magic

• Here's To Shining Bright

• Mandyland Weekly (May 11-18)

• My Life: A Holstee Feature

• Perfectionism Is Self-Abuse

• When You Just Want To Die

• My Second Literary Award Nomination (And First E-Book!)

• Facebook Pollution

• Goodbye, Monster In My Head

• I Was Doing It All Along

• When The Miracle Arrives (His Story)

• My First And Last Trip To Church

• A Question For Those Who Love Me

• Me, An Introvert? You Betcha!

From this point on there are huge gaps which will be filled in over time. When I switched to a new site I had to reformat every post and many of my posts have yet to be done because of the time it takes for each one. A few hundred remain. Once all of my writings are reformatted and included in the archives, this notification will be removed.

March 2014

• My Neighbour From Hell (Part 8)

• My Neighbour From Hell (Part 7)

• My Neighbour From Hell (Part 6)

February 2014

• My Neighbour From Hell (Part 5)

• My Neighbour From Hell (Part 4)

• My Neighbour From Hell (Part 3)

• My Neighbour From Hell (Part 2)

January 2014

• My Vegan Experiment Is Not An Ethical One

• My Vegan Experiment (Update For Days 4, 10 & 20)

• My Body Wants A New Menu (Vegan? Really?)

December 2013

• Do These Beliefs Make Me Look Fat?

October 2013

• Why I Hate Holidays

September 2013

• My Trip To NYC (Reflections & Photos)

• Dear Self: You Are Enough

August 2013

• Cookies & A Haircut From Hell

July 2013

• Rest in Peace, Gypsy

June 2013

• My Neighbour From Hell

• Saying Goodbye To Brian (Part 5)

• Saying Goodbye To Brian (Part 4)

May 2013

• Saying Goodbye To Brian (Part 3)

• Saying Goodbye To Brian (Part 2)

• Saying Goodbye To Brian

April 2013

• When The World Breaks Your Heart

September 2012

• How This DIVA Teaches

• My Month of Solitude (A Reflection + Quotes)

March 2012

• Living In Lala Land
  

October 2011

• Tough Love For My Ladies

July 2011

• Death Should Inspire You To Live (Thoughts on Amy Winehouse)

June 2011

• The Man Who Affects Me Like No Other

May 2011

• The Ethical Slut: Polyamory Exposed

February 2010

• Don't Cry When I Die

• Mandy Sets The Record Straight (A Shout Out To Pot)

September 2009

• Her Last 7 Days (A Tribute To My Mother)