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Mandyland Feels Like This


MANDY BITES

  1. I love myself. I love being free of myself.

  2. It’s supposed to feel like this → ☁️ ☁️ ☁️

  3. I go where it’s the loudest, just to make it quiet.

  4. It’s all your own (un)doing.

  5. There is no workaround.

  6. GO. ALL. IN.

  7. Obligation is self-imposed.

  8. You determine the price of admission.

  9. If there’s an exchange, it isn’t pure.

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Leyli (2025), Taken at the Ferias Mile End Party, Montreal, Quebec

MANDY BITES

  1. If with or without doesn’t feel the same, your work is to bridge that divide.

  2. When you’re attached to form, you suffer. When you’re devoted to truth, you fly.

  3. There is no new consciousness.

  4. I don’t plan. I’m pulled.

  5. How do you know you're insane? You want this moment, this situation, this person to be different.

  6. The saner you are, the more insane you (and they) appear.

  7. Stop interacting with it as if it's real.

  8. The more you see through, the less interest you have in what you see.

  9. How could it get better than this when this is all there is?

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BEAST MANDY BITES

  1. Once upon a time, I fed myself to a wolf. I knew he was a wolf. And I wanted to be devoured.

  2. Too many people have tamed their beast. An animal isn’t meant to be caged.

  3. The powerless surrender to illusion. The powerful submit to truth.

  4. He has to die to be with me. As does anyone else.

  5. If your goal is to please her, you’re doing two things wrong.

  6. The alpha wants to lead. The beta wants to be led. The Beast wants neither thing. He leads by being himself.

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Stolen Wares (2024), Taken on Rue Saint Urbain, Montreal, Quebec


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ROLLER INSPIRED TRACKS

  1. Lookout Weekend | Debbie Deb

  2. Let The Music Play | Shannon

  3. Don’t Stop The Rock | Freestyle

  4. Set It Off | Strafe

  5. I Can’t Wait | Nu Shooz

  6. Push It | Salt-N-Pepa

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My Grand Kitty, Judy (2025)

CUNTY MANDY BITES

  1. Sometimes you’re their karma.

  2. Wakey-wakey, bitch.

  3. The answer is more butter.

  4. Hail nothing.

  5. Batshit sane.

  6. Permission to be cunty.

  7. She’s only a bitch if you are.

  8. WHO. GIVES. A. FUCK. DO. WHATEVER. THE. FUCK. YOU. WANT.

  9. The greatest cosmic joke is that we take any of this shit seriously.

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Peak Reflection (2023), Taken on Sherbrooke Street West, Montreal, Quebec

AFTER THE MANDYLAND EXPERIENCE

  1. “I feel so well fucked.”

  2. “God, this is like hydration in the desert.”

  3. “For a second there I forgot I was a fucking animal.”

  4. “Pure, piercing truth. Slicing through bullshit with the sharpest Japanese knife.”

  5. “Playing with you is unlike anything out there. Potent. Immediate. Not for the faint of heart.”

  6. “Mandy will kick you in the balls until you realize you have them.”

  7. “Mandy is an Olympic level player of the greatest game of all (the energetics).”

  8. “You basically incinerate the world of coaching. What you do is beyond paradigms.”

  9. “Your voice is one of the most visceral and informative and just no-holds-barred ones I see out there in the interwebs.”

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Artist: Mathilde Aubier

MANDY BITES ON THE WORK

  1. I’m here to destroy and be destroyed.

  2. My work is not for everyone. It’s barely for anyone. But for those who it was made for, nothing else will do.

  3. Them: “What do you do for a living?” Me: “Float through space.”

  4. Those who come to you, just know. Because you know. And they want to dance with that knowing.

  5. It’s not my job to wake people up. It’s my job to be, and remain, awake. Regardless of who’s sleeping.

  6. My existence is confronting to those who’ve yet to face themselves.

  7. Almost no one wants to go all the way.

  8. Most can’t ride, let alone fly.

  9. Anything you rely on will be stripped from you. You may as well strip yourself.

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Day Trippin’ (2024), Taken on Blvd Saint Laurent, Montreal, Quebec

MANDY BITES ON JESUS

  1. The world doesn’t need saving. Nor do you or anyone else. #sorrynotsorryjesus

  2. “I’m just following orders. Take it up with the Lord.” How to respond when people question your moves.

  3. It’s funny to me that people attribute / thank Jesus / God for them getting the things they want… but rarely (if ever) for the things they don’t.

  4. You’re not special. Your story’s not special. You’re a living god like everyone else.

  5. The whole ‘God is outside of you / bigger and more powerful than you’ thing is completely absurd.

  6. Heaven is being exactly who and where you are.

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Andie The Icon, Taken on her birthday / Valentine’s Day at Sans Soleil, Montreal, Quebec

ANDIE INSPIRED TRACKS

  1. More Than A Woman (Aaliyah Cover) | Kelly Lee Owens

  2. Streets (Amapiano Remix) | Loxiie Dee, Amapiano

  3. Rainbows | Shakti

  4. Weekends | Black Eyed Peas, Esthero

  5. In & Out | Moon King

  6. Miss Broadway | Glass Candy

  7. The Voice Of Q | Q

  8. Games People Play | Sweet G

  9. Rotation | Herb Alpert

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Nuit Blanche Line Up (2025), Taken at Sans Soleil, Montreal, Quebec

MANDY BITES ON TIME

  1. You never get there.

  2. What slows you down still speeds you up.

  3. When you see through and exist beyond space and time, it’s a pretty fucking epic ride.

  4. The truth of now voids the story of then.

  5. ‘Then’ doesn't exist in either direction.

  6. The only reason why you haven’t ‘gotten over’ your ‘past’ is because you’re using it in the present to justify why you’re not free.

  7. It takes consciousness. Not time.

  8. Being ahead of your time is still on time.

  9. The human needs time. The being exists outside of it.


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Hot Fire (2024), Maisonneuve Bike Path, Montreal, Quebec

MANDY BITES ON THE DEVIL

  1. You want the experience of IT. Not the ‘it’ itself.

  2. If you do it ‘for’ or ‘because’, it's not IT.

  3. Wherever you are is where IT's at.

  4. You question it because it's not IT.

  5. What’s not IT always leads to IT. So ALL of it is IT.

  6. When nothing can stop you, that’s IT.

  7. If it needs to be managed, it’s not IT.

  8. When you'd rather have nothing than whatever this is, so begins the free fall to IT.

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A Kiss For Prince (2010), The Old Forum Rollerskating Rink, Cambridge, Ontario


The Killer Doormen: Giulian and Bradley (2024), Taken outside Sans Soleil, Montreal, Quebec

MANDY BITES ON DEATH

  1. If you’re not ready to off yourself, I’m of no use to you.

  2. Death is nothing more than dropping form and remaining formless.

  3. Every being chooses when it enters and leaves this world. As well as what it enters into.

  4. The longing for death, at the deepest level, is the desire to live unbound.

  5. Everything makes you more. Regardless of what you’ve ‘lost’.

  6. You haven’t lost anything. But if you’re ballsy enough, and you’re doing it right, you’ll lose EVERY. SINGLE. THING.

  7. Stay where it's most alive, as everything dead falls away.

  8. You’re not truly living if you’re not perpetually dying.

  9. I don’t care how I’m remembered. I care how deeply I’m known.

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Gimlet By Gemma (2025), Taken at Sans Soleil, Montreal, Quebec

AFTER THE MANDYLAND EXPERIENCE

  1. “I've never felt so alive and free in my entire life.”

  2. “Truly life-changing.”

  3. “In shock.”

  4. “What makes a being like this? Purity. And Mandy? Oh. She is pure. Her purity has stolen my heart and cracked me into a million fucking pieces.”

  5. “You’re the only person I know who walks their talk. Completely

  6. “You have an authentic presence that is refreshing beyond much, if anything, that is 'out there' in the current time.”

  7. “I have remarked just how strong your frame is to serve a very purely streamed consciousness out on a buffet to the broader consciousness.”

  8. “What you bring to this plane is the thing that cuts through it all.”

  9. “In a lot of environments I move in, I’m the expert. So it’s a privilege experiencing an energy that feels cleaner and sharper than mine.”

  10. “You're one of the most coherent people on the planet.” 

  11. “I’ve had more forward movement in the last 24 hours than I’ve had in a year.”

  12. “Wow. SO HOT. And potent AF.”

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Marie’s Birthday (2024), Taken at Sans Soleil, Montreal, Quebec

GENIUS QUOTES

  1. “Talent hits a target no one else can hit. Genius hits a target no one else can see.” Arthur Schopenhauer.

  2. “Genius is never understood in its own time.” Bill Watterson

  3. “For true creative geniuses, their medium is the twenty-four-hour period and their lives are their masterpieces." Victoria Moran

  4. “Geniuses are always marginalized to one degree or another. Someone wholly invested in the status quo is unlikely to disrupt it.” Eric Weiner

  5. “I was born brilliant, born bad, and a little bit mad.” Cruella De Vil 

  6. “No great mind has ever existed without a touch of madness.” Aristotle

  7. “Genius is only a superior power of seeing.” John Ruskin 

  8. “A genius is simply one who has taken full possession of his own mind and directed it toward objectives of his own choosing, without permitting outside influences to discourage or mislead him.” Napoleon Hill

  9. “Every true genius is bound to be naive.” Friedrich Schiller

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Our Band Is Called Moa (2022), Taken at Noa’s, Tulum, Mexico

SANNA QUOTES

  1. “The thrill you’re seeking isn’t a physical one. It’s energetic.” Sanna Tirronen

  2. “They have to go through fire and hell to get to you.” Sanna Tirronen

  3. “It goes from a hurricane to a surgical knife.” Sanna Tirronen

  4. “First, you activate their knowing. Then, they blow your mind.” Sanna Tirronen

  5. “Surrender is settling for what you can’t submit to.” Sanna Tirronen

  6. “It is impossible to submit, to descend all the way, and not receive the unimaginable.” Sanna Tirronen

  7. “A leader’s only duty is to create at the edge of their own consciousness.” Sanna Tirronen

  8. “Nothing that is truly in integrity can be contained, managed or maintained.” Sanna Tirronen

  9. “If something is true, there is no risk of it falling apart.” Sanna Tirronen

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Our Album Cover (2024, Taken at Le Mal Nécessaire, Montreal, Quebec

CUNTY MANDY BITES

  1. If you’re not getting hotter by the day, you’re doing it wrong.

  2. The glow up is infinite when you keep current with yourself.

  3. Full self-ownership is my kink.

  4. I’m high on my own supply of gorgeous fucking energy.

  5. God damn, I turn myself on.

  6. #erectionsforeveryone

  7. I’m not afraid to take up space. The world could use more me.

  8. Drop a bomb. Disrupt the grid. Leave the scene. Repeat.

  9. Until they say, “Who IS this bitch?”, my mission is not complete.

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The Best Date Ever (2024), Taken at Moqueur, Montreal, Quebec

MY TENDER POEMS

  1. he feels the way / a good meal tastes

  2. i touch heaven / with and through him / and through me / endlessly

  3. it was the most natural dance with another / through the other who is me / a dance so fluid i didn’t notice the moves / i only felt the dance

  4. i have no interest in mortal love / i’m seeking the divine / a dancing of souls in the mystical realm / untouched by space and time

  5. caressing your sacred beauty / holding it firm in my hand / feeling your bliss move in and out / keeping it safe and warm

  6. and when you make love / i’ll be loved, too / touch her and you’ll touch me / for the more you are loved / the more you will share / jealous, i’ll never be

  7. beloved, you needn’t trade it / your freedom for this belle / they both are yours / no strings attached / i’ll give you her as well

  8. the sight of you aroused me so / your nakedness, your mouth / your perfect natural beauty / my adonis from the south

  9. i am an artist before his lover / i am mine before i am his

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SANSO INSPIRED TRACKS

  1. What You Won’t Do For Love | Michael Boothman

  2. She Can’t Love You | Chemise

  3. Only You | Steve Monite

  4. Could Heaven Ever Be Like This | Idris Muhammad

  5. Welcome Aboard | The Love Unlimited Orchestra

  6. Today’s Your Lucky Day (Dub Mix) | Harold Melvin & The Blue Notes

  7. Never Too Much | Luther Vandross

  8. Things Fall Apart | Steve Monite

  9. Let’s Get It Together | Shadow

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My Second Home (2024), Taken at Sans Soleil, Montreal, Quebec

AFTER THE MANDYLAND EXPERIENCE

  1. “What a fucking ride.”

  2. “It’s surreal. And so fucking ALIVE.”

  3. “There was a nuclear energetic bomb that just went off at the very core of everything.”

  4. “This is like nothing else.”

  5. “You're a fucking force.”

  6. “Parts of me froze and burned at the same time with alchemical impact.”

  7. “I especially love the razor edge of truth.”

  8. “It’s deep and clean and true.”

  9. “I feel so sane now.”

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The Anniversary Dinner (2024), Taken at Restaurant O’Thym, Montreal, Quebec

INDULGENT QUOTES

  1. “My life has been a magnificent indulgence.” Dick Van Dyke

  2. “Anything that feels good couldn't possibly be bad.” Angelina Jolie

  3. “All good things are wild and free.” Henry David Thoreau

  4. “I have the simplest tastes. I am always satisfied with the best.” Oscar Wilde

  5. “The best things in life are free. The second best things are very expensive.” Coco Chanel

  6. “I would never deny myself anything.” Mahesh Bhatt

  7. "The only way to get rid of temptation is to yield to it." Oscar Wilde

  8. “The road of excess leads to the palace of wisdom.” William Blake

  9. “I can imagine myself on my deathbed, spent utterly with lust to touch the next world.” Aleister Crowley

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Bedroom Love, Cambridge, Ontario

MY RAW POEMS

  1. it’s the darker things / that lure me in / forbidden pleasures / and beautiful sins

  2. i want you / i want you / i want you / was all he said to me

  3. i like a man / who grunts and groans / while feasting on his kill

  4. it's hard to do the right thing / when the wrong thing feels like this

  5. to be adored / and to be your object / the tender and the raw / the poetic and the vulgar / my freedom and your reign

  6. all i want is to destroy you / strip you bare and leave you for dead

  7. i shall tie you to a pillar / as an offering to the gods / and then i shall consume you / make a drink of your sweet blood

  8. first you leave me dripping / then you curse me with a drought

  9. i live comfortably in excess / when it comes to things i love

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Fantasy Portrait by Agnieszka Lorek

MY SOFT POEMS

  1. as empty / as empty / can be

  2. from the depths / from the silence / from the world beyond this one

  3. my being writes / ahead of my life / love letters from me to me

  4. that was yesterday / so far away / i’ve travelled many skies since then

  5. meet me in / the in-between

  6. too pure and true / for the world / and you

  7. today i danced / and touched myself / the gift still satisfies

  8. juices flowing / rarely stirred

  9. i’m dancing beautifully / endlessly / i’m living a waking dream

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Ferias Wristbands (2025), Space Garage, Montreal, Quebec

FERIAS INSPIRED TRACKS

  1. Down The Line | Romare

  2. Your Love | Romare

  3. Miura | Metro Area

  4. Mapoch War | Caiiro 

  5. Amore Profondo (Cairo Remix) | REMIX) Sparrow & Barbossa, Nomvula SA, Caiiro

  6. Final Credits | Midland

  7. Heppy | Panthera Krause

  8. Kool FM (Champion Remix) | Four Tet, Champion

  9. Gosh | Jamie xx, MC Moose

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Birthday Liger (2024), Montreal, Quebec

NARCY MANDY BITES

  1. The real ‘no contact’ is with the abuser in your head.

  2. To blame the ‘narcissist’ for ‘manipulating’ you into ignoring that initial gut feeling and your brilliant inner knowing is completely absurd.

  3. When someone is free, they appear narcissistic to those still bound by themselves.

  4. The 'narcissist' and his so-called 'prey' are equally sick and addicted.

  5. Everything that surfaced through your dance with the ‘narc’ was there long before you two met.

  6. You lied to yourself before (and more than) they ever lied to you.

  7. The war, the hell, was (already) within. Perfectly out-pictured through ‘abuse’.

  8. The next one won’t be better. The same work will meet you there, too.

  9. Being with someone ugly steals your pretty. I’m not talking about looks. But those go, too.

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Pink Panther (2024), Blvd Saint Laurent, Montreal, Quebec

MICHAEL SINGER QUOTES

  1. “No matter how high you get, you can always get much higher.” Michael Singer

  2. “The solution to every problem you have is to do the necessary work to make it beautiful inside.” Michael Singer

  3. “You can either work on not getting disturbed, or you work on you (the self) not being distracted by the disturbed mind.” Michael Singer

  4. “What it means to work on yourself is to do whatever is necessary to prolong the period of time before you get sucked in and shorten the period of time until you come back out.” Michael Singer

  5. “At some point, it’s more important to understand what takes you out of it than how to get back into it.” Michael Singer

  6. “Yes, it will kill you. And you have to die lovingly and willingly until that’s what you enjoy; that feeling of freeing yourself by letting go of your ignorance and the illusions you hold inside yourself.” Michael Singer

  7. “Liberation at any cost.” Michael Singer

  8. “The world will show you where you’re not done yet.” Michael Singer

  9. “When you let go of you, there’s nothing but God and consciousness.” Michael Singer

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Fancy Ride (2024), Maisonneuve Bike Path, Montreal, Quebec

MANDY BITES ON CLUTTER

  1. Organizing clutter doesn’t get rid of clutter.

  2. You know exactly how to clean up your shit.

  3. It’s you putting things in your own way.

  4. They bring their mess to clean you up.

  5. Freshen it up or burn it down.

  6. The cleaner it gets inside and out, the more one notices - and the less one tolerates - debris of any kind.

  7. The only thing that's 'earned' is the state you experience from the work you do to keep that inner non-space pristine.

  8. It takes so little to play with me. But most are filled with so much.

  9. What feels like magic is just you unobstructed.

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Cat Alley Kitty (2024), Montreal, Quebec

KITTY QUOTES

  1. “Either the cat wants to do it or it doesn’t.” Lacie Evans

  2. “Women and cats will do as they please.” Robert A. Heinlein

  3. “One day I was counting the cats and I absent-mindedly counted myself.” Bobbie Ann Mason

  4. “Her function is to sit and be admired.” Georgina Strickland 

  5. “I have lived with several Zen masters. All of them cats.” Eckhart Tolle

  6. “I am the cat who walks by himself, and all places are alike to me.” Rudyard Kipling

  7. “Never trust a man who hates cats.” Jane Pauley

  8. “The cat does not offer services. The cat offers itself.” William S. Burroughs

  9. “Purr more, hiss less.” Linda C. Marchman

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