Makin Moves

Aim Directly And You'll Miss (An Essay)

it’s not about going after the money or the person or any thing directly

there’s no real power in an outsourced move

because when you focus on the moveable

the changeable

the malleable (illusory) thing

it prevents you from doing the only thing

that has the power to move ALL things

(keeping the focus on YOU, with each and every move)

but when you make your move

because it’s true

regardless of the money or the other

you ‘get’ who and what is made for you

you always get what’s true

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If You Need Time, I'm Not The One (An Invitation)

If you need to be pushed / convinced / taught / supported / or ‘time’ to ride your own edge,

I’m not the bitch you play with.

But if you’re here for the absolute thrill and truth of it,

I’m that bitch you wanna fuck with.

‘The Zero Point of Money (And All Things)’ Masterclass happens Thursday (tomorrow) at 7pm-8:30ish EST and Sunday at 2pm-3:30ish EST.

You don’t need this (or any) Masterclass.

But if your being wants to really fucking play,

and touch the depths where stillness lies,

hit the point where nothing’s left,

you’re gonna wanna be part of this.

$300 for one or $500 for both.

Click here to pay and message for the Zoom link.

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You're Not Doing The Damn Thing (An Essay)

Announcing that you’re going to do it isn’t doing it.

Holding off until an unspecified ‘future’ point in time to do it isn’t doing it.

Inching closer isn’t doing it.

Doing it only under a pre-determined (safe) set of conditions (aka plopping it into a cute little container where you feel protected and the true edge can be minimized, softened or skipped altogether) isn’t doing it.

That’s avoidance.

It’s testing the waters because you’re still afraid to jump without something in place to cushion the fall which prevents the actual free fall that your being truly craves.

It’s the perfect delay tactic.

Making sure that the time is still not now to do the thing you know is true as you do the exact same thing you’ve been doing all along.

Staying safe and calling it by another name.

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Their Wack Vibe Doesn't Justify Yours (An Essay)

Another person’s wack vibe or move doesn’t justify or have anything to do with your own wack vibe or move that you misperceive is ‘because of’ or ‘in response to’ their supposed wackiness.

Your shit is YOUR shit.

Your vibe is YOUR vibe.

Your move is YOUR move.

No matter who or what you think is influencing it.

Deferring to the external or to another is a choice.

Elevating another above yourself is a choice.

Trusting another over yourself is a choice.

Not making your true move right now because of whatever the fuck you think matters more than that, is a choice.

There are no victims here.

You are fully responsible for taking care of your own side of the court.

Always.

And blaming another / using them as your excuse for your decision to abandon yourself, ain’t the vibe.

Owning that you left home and returning to where you belong, IS.

(Although we’re never not HOME; except through misperception)

You don’t even need to take your transgression up with the other (unless that’s the true move) because it was never about the other in the first place.

You did that all on your own.

You were given a perfect opportunity to choose truth, to choose YOU, regardless of who or what was in front of you, and it felt safer / easier / more acceptable / less vomit-inducing not to, so you didn’t.

So what.

Choose again.

That was then and you’re here now.

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Your Being Discerns Only This (An Essay)

your being can’t discern between people

between situations

between actions

nor does it exist in ‘time’

your being can only distinguish and respond to the current vibe (quality of energy)

in each person

in each situation

in each action

right now

and that energy can shift in an instant

which is why

in the land of energetics

nothing is personal

or permanent

because all things are equal

no matter how it appears

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The Perfect Configuration (An Essay)

you are

have always been

and always will be

in the perfect configuration

and

it is your misplaced desire

to be elsewhere

to have things

yourself

and others

be anything other than what they / you are

that perpetuates the illusion that something is wrong

that something needs fixing

which you would know is not the case

if you just stayed HOME

in the only place that’s true

while all that’s here for you

keeps landing at your feet

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Your Next Move Pops Through (An Essay)

You don’t need to figure out what’s next.

Life tells you.

Your being tells you.

So just go where you’re led like you’ve been doing all along.

The ‘next’ organic / inevitable direction will naturally bubble up through living in the current configuration.

As it always has.

As it always will.

Nothing to aim for.

Plan for.

Create in your mind.

What is custom-made for you just can’t help but pop through.

As you seamlessly move from one scene to the next.

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Clean vs Muddy Moves (An Essay)

unless and until a move is crisp and clean

stripped of a reaction

an agenda

or another person in mind

stripped of the need (and all the words)

to explain

to justify

to prove

to get

to build a bridge where none is required

to soften or avoid the razor’s edge of truth

until you reach that specific point

the zero point

where nothing matters at all

the power and impact of that move is diluted and effectively made limp

turning it into yet another messy bit amongst other messy bits

blending in

not standing out

so what’s the fucking point?

that trying-but-not-hitting-the-spot move

that tainted / muddy / laced-with-matter move

that spilling-over-because-you-have-collapsed move

won’t do a damn thing except keep that mess in place

because a weak and sloppy move is not sharp enough

it’s not potent enough

and it certainly can’t be felt deeply enough

to rattle

to collapse

to erect what needs erecting

it can’t pierce the veil

like a clean move can

a move that’s made

because it’s true

not for anyone

or anything

else

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Effortless Hard Work (An Essay)

if it was easy to truly be yourself

to move as freely and as naturally as you did when you were a child

before a lifetime of conditioning determined your moves

then everyone would be doing it

but they’re not

because it actually takes effort to live in integrity

which is crazy because it takes no effort to be yourself

it’s the most natural thing in the world

but to contend with all the illusory add ons you created along the way in lieu of being you

while in a family and in a world you chose to shrink yourself for

THAT is the hardest work there is

until

of course

it’s not

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Living An Endless Shroom Trip (An Essay)

When I spend money while being free of matter, I don’t feel like I have less money than I did before I spent it because energetically nothing has changed.

I just went from one move to the next in the physical but the move itself isn’t felt internally (distinguished from the previous or the next) because there was no matter.

It was just another moment on a cloud.

Energetically, I’m not even making a move.

I’m just being me.

The money / move itself is irrelevant.

An illusory transaction.

Of course that’s not how it looks or feels in the world of matter.

It doesn’t make it less true.

It’s never about the details of a move.

It’s about honouring the truth.

It’s about floating through space with as little obstruction as possible as you seamlessly dance from one moment and (non) movement to the next.

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Cleaning The Inner And The Outer (An Essay)

internal and external cleaning

is a constant refinement

an endless clearing

a seamless dance with matter

and there’s always a sigh of pleasure as i take in what i’ve created

experiencing this ‘new’ space for the very first time

feeling so much lighter and lovelier than when i visited last

more pure

more ME

stripped even further of debris

it’s a forever job

tending to one’s inner and outer home

or rather a living work of art

each stage

a masterpiece

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