Essays
It’s never about the words themselves.
It’s about the energy sourcing them.
Which is why someone can speak or write the most beautiful piece, but you still can’t feel a thing.
It’s flat.
It’s dead.
It’s from the mind.
Not the being.
From a concept.
Not lived truth.
It’s overcompensating with words,
for what has yet to be touched.
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Focusing on a BIG, seemingly ‘unachievable’ dream that happens somewhere ‘out there’ at another time that is definitely not now, is the perfect way to cockblock yourself from making any moves at all.
That’s why you made it so BIG.
To make sure that you wouldn’t move.
And you blame the BIGness of the thing for the moves you aren’t making…
but you’ve created and are using the BIG thing to keep you from going too far.
Of course you can have BIG dreams (which are often just visions of you unobstructed).
But there’s a difference between knowing what you’re here for and making your moves from that knowing…
and experiencing your pulsating desire and doing all that you can to put something, anything, between you and the very thing you’re most afraid to create and own.
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Regardless of the move, you can feel if it’s distorted or clean.
The matter is felt.
The lack of it as well.
If you’re not doing a particular thing, and that non-doing comes from avoidance, resistance, resentment, holding back truth, or any other energetically contracted state, it’s palpable.
Dense.
Heavy.
Gross in your system.
If you’re not doing a particular thing just because it’s true not to do it, with nothing attached to that non-doing, it’s clean.
Beautiful.
An elixir for your being.
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In the land of energetics,
it’s every hottie for themselves.
You can’t leave your post for anything.
For anyone.
Not even for a moment.
And that, in a nutshell,
is the deepest work,
the highest calling,
the purest love there is.
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When you let a situation ‘bleed out’ (come to its natural and inevitable conclusion), you choose not to touch it because it doesn’t require an intervention.
It’s not avoidance.
It’s knowing through discernment.
It’s staying where it’s true.
Not remaining where it’s flat.
And…
It’s not true that you need ‘closure’.
To wrap things up.
To contrive an end point, just so you can say it’s done.
It’s done the moment it flatlines.
Anything beyond that is just more of that.
No need to state the obvious.
Or bring it back to life.
Just stay where it’s most alive,
as everything dead falls away.
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Once you know how to play with the very sharpest of edges of yourself,
you get to play with the space beyond any edge.
A new / non dance.
With new / non moves.
Piercing the cosmos you hold in your hands.
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Everything happening and not happening in your life is always energetically accurate.
No exceptions.
What’s expressed in the physical is true,
regardless of how it appears.
And…
It can completely shift in an instant through an energetic move.
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Every NO and WHOA is made equal.
Both are sourced from the absolute truth.
Both are hot in the system of anyone in contact with them.
Both are exactly what’s required in that moment (as is a yes/no).
Both add to your knowing (as does a yes/no).
Both source even more art (as does a yes/no).
So you’re always on track with your NO and your WHOA,
birthed right from the death of your yes and your no.
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Lack of money isn’t the reason you aren’t living your fullest and truest life.
You are the reason you aren’t living your fullest and truest life.
And lack of money is a by-product of that self-denial.
And…
It’s not about the money.
You can have nothing in your account and still make your truest move right now.
But you use lack of money as your excuse not to do that.
It’s an easy ‘out’ from riding the edge of life and of yourself.
The perfect excuse to keep saying NO to you.
And how freaking handy to blame your self-created, restricted inner experience on that clearly-more-powerful-than-you money.
That completely-outside-of-you money.
But here’s what’s true:
That ‘restriction’ you experience financially is simply the energetic restriction you’re living in constantly, projected onto, and out-pictured through, money.
Your system is jammed.
And so are your finances.
Because money doesn’t move before you do.
It’s already there.
Where are you?
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A true Dom doesn’t want a yes from someone who can’t say NO.
They require actual submission from someone who can say NO at any time.
To a true Master, blind obedience is repulsive.
Blind submission on the other hand…
absolutely delicious.
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if you rely on
beliefs
affirmations
manifestation techniques
mindset work
marketing strategies
‘expanding the container to receive more’ type shit
or any other contrived, manipulative and out-sourced moves to ‘make’ money or to create whatever outcome you’re hoping to get from using these things…
you’ve missed the (energetic) point
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The energetics are black and white.
They apply the same across the board.
Money is no different than relationships.
Health is no different than business.
No matter the area, you’re only working with this:
Energy and how it’s moving (or not).
It’s ridiculous how simple it is.
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every
single
moment
person
place
situation
interaction
and inner calibration
is always the perfect vehicle
through which you
work your magic
play your game
and ride the edge
of YOU
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You don’t actively create your magic.
You get out of the way and the magic happens through you.
Like clockwork.
And as you clear more shit / purify your lens, you experience more magic than ever before.
Layers on layers on layers of YUM.
But you’re not creating something new.
You’re unveiling what always was.
Just like a sculptor chipping away to reveal the piece they already know is there.
You’re dissolving whatever imagined blocks you thought existed between you and all that YOU are.
Of course each unveiling feels newer.
Lighter.
Higher.
Truer.
Since you’ve unearthed even more through your perpetual excavations.
But it also feels like home.
Like it’s nothing new at all.
Because you’ve never not been home.
Home is what YOU are.
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if someone has travelled three layers deep
and you have travelled three trillion on route to a bazillion
you’re swimming in a vastness they’ve yet to taste
but can sense
in you
and in themselves
this will terrify and / or intrigue them
or feel so far from where they are that they insist it doesn’t exist
(because they don’t yet have the eyes to see what’s invisible to the eye)
they’d rather stick to what is seen and known
(like most do)
and so…
at three layers deep
with three trillion more layers beneath
and a bazillion more layers to go
they’re content with those three layers
believing that what they see is all there is
so for them, nothing feels like it’s missing
even though much has yet to be explored
they simply aren’t yet pulled to touch
the underworld of themselves
and who can blame them, really?
those depths aren’t for the masses
they’re for those
who can’t survive
let alone thrive
unless / until they freefall
into the darkness
into the abyss
into the stillness
where nothing exists
and when one comes across another
three trillion layers deep
there’s a mutual
and oh so beautiful
recognition of what it took
to arrive at those depths
where most won’t dare to swim
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YOU are never triggered.
But you are.
By the endless illusions that ‘threaten’ your fragile misperception of who you think you are.
But YOU are pure, potent, power.
What could possibly threaten that?
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“I can’t have the things I want.”
Bullshit.
You’re the one saying no to them every time you say YES to a NO.
#isaidwhatisaid
Every time you say no to what would make your toes curl,
your heart race,
your edges burn with the fire of you.
Every time you do something,
anything,
for any reason other than it being the absolute truth,
you deny yourself,
you deny god itself (same thing).
And then wonder why your life isn’t dripping with YUM.
Everything you want is already at your feet.
If it can’t pass through,
that’s on you.
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I said NO to Tulum twice before all systems were go.
I was right both times, of course.
I knew I’d know when it was time to fly.
And I was right about that, too.
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money
when experienced from a pure channel
has no meaning
no value
no substance
no weight
you don’t ‘earn it’ (and you do)
you don’t work for it (and you do)
it’s not an A = B equation
“If I do this, I’ll get that” (nope)
you don’t ‘deserve’ it
you’re not ‘worthy’ of it
and if you try to make it, you can’t
but most don’t play through a pure channel
they overwork in a heavily distorted one
where money really matters
it really means something
about them
about their work
about their / its supposed value or worth
so they’ll do whatever they can to make it
and for many, of course it works
because you can make all sorts of money
in all sorts of ways
from a distorted, matter-filled channel
but from a pure one
that rarest one
your options are reduced to one
there’s only one way to ‘make’ it
you can’t affirm your way there
or externally work your way there
or visualize or pray or trade your way there
you can only be there
at the zero point
where all that remains
is truth
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