Essays

Stop Feeding It (An Essay)

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You starve it by not feeding it.

Inwardly, that’s what you do.

“The ignored guest quickly leaves.”

So give it no reason to stay.

You can entertain the chaos.

The insanity.

The mind.

Go into the depths of hell.

Then post about your dark night.

Tell others about that ‘necessary’ initiation.

That ‘generational trauma’ that ‘lives in your bones’.

Be commended on your strength for ‘facing the beast’.

(For enduring yourself at the hands of yourself and calling it by another name)

Sure, you can do that.

But you could also not.

You feed the pain because you get off on it.

When you’re done getting off,

it’s gone.

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The Denser It Gets (An Essay)

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when you perpetually self-abandon

the denser it gets

and when you do this over an extended period of time

that density

that was once only energetic

becomes matter

becomes ‘illness’ (both mental and physical)

because your system was not designed for such a deviation

it was designed to let you know all you need to know

to remain clean and intact

forevermore

so when you choose to ignore that knowing

over and over and over again

your brilliant system will turn up the volume until it can’t be ignored

until you have no choice but to honour what you know and have always known

(you ALWAYS know)

so even your ‘sickness’ (both mental and physical)

is still your system being brilliant as fuck

it never fails you

even when you ‘fail’ (deny) yourself

it speaks to you

for as long as it takes

until you finally listen

and choose to obey

and once you do

the ‘sickness’ dissolves

because it only arose

to point the way home

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What's Left? (An Essay)

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if you didn’t

think about it

talk about it

read about it

write about it

what would be left?

that’s all there is

if you didn’t feel the need

to do something about it

to fill it in

to intervene

to try so hard

to make a plan

to resist or avoid it

to judge or control it

to have it be different

to place a standard upon it

if you could just not touch it

accept what is and what isn’t

what would be left?

that’s all there is

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True Salvation (An Excerpt)

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From 'The Power Of Now' by Eckhart Tolle:

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True salvation is a state of freedom -- from fear, from suffering, from a perceived state of lack and insufficiency and therefore from all wanting, needing, grasping, and clinging.

It is freedom from compulsive thinking, from negativity, and above all from past and future as a psychological need.

Your mind is telling you that you cannot get there from here.

Something needs to happen, or you need to become this or that before you can be free and fulfilled. It is saying, in fact, that you need time -- that you need to find, sort out, do, achieve, acquire, become, or understand something before you can be free or complete.

You see time as the means to salvation, whereas in truth it is the greatest obstacle to salvation.

You think that you can't get there from where and who you are at this moment because you are not yet complete or good enough, but the truth is that here and now is the only point from where you can get there.

You 'get' there by realizing that you are there already.

You find God the moment you realize that you don't need to seek God.

So there is no only way to salvation.

Any condition can be used, but no particular condition is needed.

However, there is only one point of access: the Now. There can be no salvation away from this moment.

You are lonely and without a partner? Enter the Now from there.

You are in a relationship? Enter the Now from there.

There is nothing you can ever do or attain that will get you closer to salvation than it is at this moment.

This may be hard to grasp for a mind accustomed to thinking that everything worthwhile is in the future.

Nor can anything that you ever did or that was done to you in the past prevent you from saying yes to what is and taking your attention deeply into the Now.

You cannot do this in the future.

You do it now or not at all.

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If You Really Love Me (An Essay)

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Most would rather have another cater / adapt to their dysfunction(s) / delusion(s) than to do the work necessary to correct it themselves.

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And most would rather do that for another to avoid their own discomfort in taking that same responsibility for themselves.

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#fillinthegapsifyouloveme

#thatswhattheycalllove

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Sanna On The Only Thing That Matters

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From Sanna:

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The high masculine (master) hasn't, doesn't, and won't, prove anything, to anyone, ever.

He isn't worth anything, and he isn't interested in being worth anything to anyone.

He, his frame, his game, his art, either is a turn-on for others, or isn't.

It doesn't matter to him. It's his game.

The high feminine (submissive) moves in the physical based on her turn-on.

She doesn't surrender to worth.

She doesn't surrender to value.

She doesn't surrender to results, outcomes, missions, or purposes.

She isn't interested in earning the trust of a high-worth, high-value, high-standard man.

His present energy either is or isn't a turn-on for her, and she submits to her high feminine's taste, without question, without exception, without hesitation.

It doesn't matter what the active quality of his energy was five seconds ago. If it isn't a turn-on this second, she will not surrender.

It doesn't matter what the active quality of his energy could be in ten minutes. If it isn't a turn-on right this fucking second, she will not surrender.

She recognizes the active quality of masculine he is in, NOW, and stays still in her submission.

And that is the ONLY thing that matters.

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Rise Up (An Essay)

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When you look to another to give you something you’re refusing to give yourself,

what they offer will never hit the spot.

It’s yours to cultivate.

Not theirs to give.

And in your frustration of not getting what you think you want and need from someone else,

you point to them for not rising up adequately.

But it was you who did not rise up.

Hence your search for someone who would.

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Sanna On Disrupting Everything (A Transcript)

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From one of Sanna’s lives:

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You could walk around disrupting everything, but that’s not a turn on for your High Feminine.

She’s very specific about the things that actually are fun, and high-quality enough, and challenging enough - in other words, a turn on for her - to disrupt.

When you’re just beginning to get access to your High Feminine, it feels very tempting to go around destroying everything and disrupting every discord you see just for the sake of enjoying the freedom that She finally has.

And it IS fun… for a second.

And then it gets boring for you and your High Feminine, so you start getting sharper and narrowing it down.

You start being more precise about what you are available to disrupt, what deserves your genius, and what is just not worth it for your High Feminine.

And most of it is not.

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