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Cheating (An Essay)
Cheating isn’t a mistake.
It’s a choice.
It’s a decision to hide and to deceive.
And…
It’s a weak and powerless move.
Because it’s ‘easier’ to sneak around than to muster the strength to be fully transparent with the one you claim you love(d) and ‘risk’ whatever comes from that.
And of course you have your reasons (excuses) not to live in truth.
Everyone does.
To not demonstrate your love for yourself and another by being honest about what already is.
You’re scared.
You have something to ‘lose’.
You don’t want to hurt them.
Whatever the fuck.
Still weak.
Still powerless.
Still not taking full responsibility for yourself and your choices and doing what needs to be done.
Being with others isn’t an issue.
Hiding that you are, is.
And even that isn’t the real ‘issue’.
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Special Delivery (Mandy Bite)
All-Inclusive PSA (Mandy Bite)
Boom, Baby (Mandy Bite)
I blow shit up endlessly.
Because I love you and I love me.
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Erections For Everyone (An Essay)
Someone told me my energy is ‘too big’ and that’s why they ‘shrink’ (go energetically limp) when I’m around.
Guess they’ll have to figure that out.
#erectionsforeveryone
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Get It? (Mandy Bite)
You get what you say yes to.
And all the shit that brings.
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It's All You, Boo (Mandy Bite)
Others aren’t distracting you.
You’re using others to distract yourself.
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Selective Blindness (Mandy Bite)
At the end,
you come to what you knew at the start.
And actively chose to ignore.
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No Danger Zone (Mandy Bite)
Obliteration Dance (An Essay)
I chose him precisely because of the density.
The grit.
For the perceived dysfunction that would highlight my own so I could erect what had long been limp.
I used him to purify myself.
To be stripped even further.
To stay until nothing was left.
From the outside, it looked insane.
And to my human, it felt like hell.
But obliteration was what I was after.
Why else would I have danced right there.
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Oh, Wow. Life Is Happening. Didn't See That Coming. (An Essay)
“And with everything happening in the world right now…”
As if it’s new.
Or different.
Or exclusive to now.
Name one time in the history of ever when this wasn’t the case.
When things weren’t happening.
When insanity wasn’t the norm.
I’ll wait.
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The Increasing Divide (Mandy Bite)
The saner you are, the more insane you (and they) appear.
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Blocked (Mandy Bite)
The Beauty of Hell (Mandy Bite)
If you can’t see the absolute perfection of a ‘bad’ experience,
even the ‘worst’ experience of your life,
then you haven’t gone deep enough.
You haven’t extracted your gold
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Outage (An Essay)
The experience shows you where you’re deficient.
Not as a person.
But in power.
In self-ownership.
Because that experience ‘had the power’ to move you.
Proof you still have work to do.
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Here For It (An Essay)
I had an awakening that shattered more of me.
As truth must do.
So good.
The me that doesn’t ultimately exist.
How else could it have shattered?
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Cosmic Ultimatum (Mandy Bite)
It’s either me or your shit.
Never both.
It’s always up to you.
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Cosmic Shenanigans (Mandy Bite)
The other’s moves are what you point to and use, to justify your inability to harness your power.
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