I blow shit up endlessly.
Because I love you and I love me.
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I blow shit up endlessly.
Because I love you and I love me.
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Someone told me my energy is ‘too big’ and that’s why they ‘shrink’ (go energetically limp) when I’m around.
Guess they’ll have to figure that out.
#erectionsforeveryone
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You get what you say yes to.
And all the shit that brings.
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Others aren’t distracting you.
You’re using others to distract yourself.
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At the end,
you come to what you knew at the start.
And actively chose to ignore.
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I chose him precisely because of the density.
The grit.
For the perceived dysfunction that would highlight my own so I could erect what had long been limp.
I used him to purify myself.
To be stripped even further.
To stay until nothing was left.
From the outside, it looked insane.
And to my human, it felt like hell.
But obliteration was what I was after.
Why else would I have danced right there.
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“And with everything happening in the world right now…”
As if it’s new.
Or different.
Or exclusive to now.
Name one time in the history of ever when this wasn’t the case.
When things weren’t happening.
When insanity wasn’t the norm.
I’ll wait.
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The saner you are, the more insane you (and they) appear.
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If you can’t see the absolute perfection of a ‘bad’ experience,
even the ‘worst’ experience of your life,
then you haven’t gone deep enough.
You haven’t extracted your gold
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The experience shows you where you’re deficient.
Not as a person.
But in power.
In self-ownership.
Because that experience ‘had the power’ to move you.
Proof you still have work to do.
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I had an awakening that shattered more of me.
As truth must do.
So good.
The me that doesn’t ultimately exist.
How else could it have shattered?
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It’s either me or your shit.
Never both.
It’s always up to you.
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The other’s moves are what you point to and use, to justify your inability to harness your power.
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No need to show them the door.
They’ll escort themselves out naturally,
the closer you stay to you.
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the things you identify with
or (mis)perceive yourself to be
your past
your pain
your story
your race
your age
your body
your gender and orientation
your role as this
your status as that
your (fill in the blank) that matters so much
all of these things
at the deepest level
are not who you actually are
and the more strongly you identify with whatever it is
and get heated as you protest for or against it
or heaven forbid
attempt to protect it
(because who would you be without ‘it’)
the further you are
from the ultimate truth
hence your need to identify
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Do you want what your human wants or do you want the fucking truth?
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You’re not special.
Your story’s not special.
You’re a living god
like everyone else.
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