Roxanne (Mandy Bite)
Lemon Fire (Mandy Bite)
Taken (Poem)
in Energetics, Linked, Poems, Fellows, SEX
no one’s ever had me
but he’s had more of me
than most
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Twisted (An Essay)
in Energetics, Addiction, Essays, Pain
One must abandon themselves in the attempt to ‘fill’ through external means what can only be satisfied internally through learning how to not self-abandon in the first place.
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Addictions & Compulsions (An Essay)
in Energetics, Addiction, Essays, Pain
Whatever the addiction / compulsion is makes no difference.
It’s only ever about one’s relationship to their own power.
Which is perfectly demonstrated / out-pictured through one’s relationship to,
and experience of,
said substance / behaviour / person.
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Red Light (Mandy Bite)
When you deny yourself,
you deny god itself.
#samething
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Standstill (Mandy Bite)
Left No Crumbs (Mandy Bite)
Sneaky Bastard (Mandy Bite)
in Energetics, Mandy Bites, Pain, Devil, Makin Moves
Over And Under (An Essay)
oversharing
or overanything
even underanything
if we get down to it
is an attempt to ‘empty out’
to release the increasing pressure
of an overloaded system
by any means necessary
which feels vastly different
from the over and under
of anything at all
from a system that’s clean
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Just Passing Through (An Essay)
When your energy is intact,
there is nothing you need to hold.
Nor would you even want to.
Nor could you if you tried.
Everything comes and goes.
And passes through unobstructed.
Nothing is held in the moment.
Free from everything.
Always new.
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Steak And Break (An Essay)
I knew our last dinner together would be our last dinner together.
The mission was complete.
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Unattached (An Essay)
I don’t feel tethered to anyone.
Not even to my own child.
And if you can’t understand how this can be,
and how this is the highest expression and experience of true love and ultimate freedom,
we should talk.
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Fully Empty (Poem/Bite)
Smashed To Smithereens (An Essay)
in Energetics, Essays, Fellows, Lovers, Makin Moves, Triggered, Shit Stack, Death
we are two planets colliding
getting smashed to smithereens
and when the damage is done
there is s p a c e
and in that space
we recalibrate
shocked and startled
once again
neither knowing what’s to come
from the rubble left in our wake
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Thrown Off My Game (An Essay)
in Energetics, Essays, Fellows, Lovers, Makin Moves, Triggered, Shit Stack, Death, Linked
if it didn’t destroy me
if parts of me weren’t forced to die
repeatedly
and quite potently
through the is-ness of he and i
there’d be no pull for me to stay
- not with him -
but with all that arises
through the mutual destruction that our interactions bring
this alone is what interests me
because i’m interested in what disturbs me
and i’m interested in the art of becoming less disturbed
by what throws me off my game
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You've Got A Winner (One Minute Clip)
Watch the captioned video above or listen to the downloadable link below.
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Smizin' (Mandy Bite)
Why would I be less me for anybody?
The more me, the better.
For everybody.
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Fabian D'Amore (A Private Call)
Recorded in 2022.
A 7-ish minute audio clip.
Watch the 1 minute visual / captioned clip.
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