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if you didn’t
think about it
talk about it
read about it
write about it
what would be left?
that’s all there is
if you didn’t feel the need
to do something about it
to fill it in
to intervene
to try so hard
to make a plan
to resist or avoid it
to judge or control it
to have it be different
to place a standard upon it
if you could just not touch it
accept what is and what isn’t
what would be left?
that’s all there is
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No one has the power to pull you into the lower, let alone keep you there.
Your choice to leave the higher is what keeps you where you don’t belong.
And also leads you right back home.
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You know exactly how to clean up your inner shit.
If you’re not doing that, it’s only because you don’t want to - yet.
Just like your place.
If it’s a cluttered shitshow, it’s not because you can’t clean it up.
You just don’t want to - yet.
And when you do,
you will.
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From 'The Power Of Now' by Eckhart Tolle:
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True salvation is a state of freedom -- from fear, from suffering, from a perceived state of lack and insufficiency and therefore from all wanting, needing, grasping, and clinging.
It is freedom from compulsive thinking, from negativity, and above all from past and future as a psychological need.
Your mind is telling you that you cannot get there from here.
Something needs to happen, or you need to become this or that before you can be free and fulfilled. It is saying, in fact, that you need time -- that you need to find, sort out, do, achieve, acquire, become, or understand something before you can be free or complete.
You see time as the means to salvation, whereas in truth it is the greatest obstacle to salvation.
You think that you can't get there from where and who you are at this moment because you are not yet complete or good enough, but the truth is that here and now is the only point from where you can get there.
You 'get' there by realizing that you are there already.
You find God the moment you realize that you don't need to seek God.
So there is no only way to salvation.
Any condition can be used, but no particular condition is needed.
However, there is only one point of access: the Now. There can be no salvation away from this moment.
You are lonely and without a partner? Enter the Now from there.
You are in a relationship? Enter the Now from there.
There is nothing you can ever do or attain that will get you closer to salvation than it is at this moment.
This may be hard to grasp for a mind accustomed to thinking that everything worthwhile is in the future.
Nor can anything that you ever did or that was done to you in the past prevent you from saying yes to what is and taking your attention deeply into the Now.
You cannot do this in the future.
You do it now or not at all.
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Most would rather have another cater / adapt to their dysfunction(s) / delusion(s) than to do the work necessary to correct it themselves.
And most would rather do that for another to avoid their own discomfort in taking that same responsibility for themselves.
#letsstaysmalltogether
#fillinthegapsifyouloveme
#thatswhattheycalllove
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Thoughts don’t create reality.
Thoughts, like all things, are just matter.
And matter has zero impact / influence on truth aka the ultimate reality.
It never shifts.
Nor can it be created.
Truth exists,
always was, is, and will be,
regardless of the noise.
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it’s the dreamy feeling
of having
zero
expectations
needs
hopes
desires
just wanting
and loving
what is
and what isn’t
because it’s perfect
accurate
complete
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The ‘thing’ about a diagnosis / label…
is that it’s a thing.
Which only exists as a concept / ‘reality’ on the level of form.
But beneath and beyond that is the actual truth.
Free of all concepts / ideas / illusions of constraint.
And free of the need to attach meaning to things.
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The fact that telling the truth is considered brave or rare or rude or risky or scary or vulnerable or shocking or threatening or commendable or anything significant at all…
shows just how fucked up society is / people are.
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When I wasn’t interested in working with a hottie and she thought she was calling me out…
Her: “Even you can’t cut through this.”
(all her shit)
Me: “You’re right.”
Only she can.
But she wanted her shit more than she wanted to be free.
What good is her working with me?
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From Sanna:
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The high masculine (master) hasn't, doesn't, and won't, prove anything, to anyone, ever.
He isn't worth anything, and he isn't interested in being worth anything to anyone.
He, his frame, his game, his art, either is a turn-on for others, or isn't.
It doesn't matter to him. It's his game.
The high feminine (submissive) moves in the physical based on her turn-on.
She doesn't surrender to worth.
She doesn't surrender to value.
She doesn't surrender to results, outcomes, missions, or purposes.
She isn't interested in earning the trust of a high-worth, high-value, high-standard man.
His present energy either is or isn't a turn-on for her, and she submits to her high feminine's taste, without question, without exception, without hesitation.
It doesn't matter what the active quality of his energy was five seconds ago. If it isn't a turn-on this second, she will not surrender.
It doesn't matter what the active quality of his energy could be in ten minutes. If it isn't a turn-on right this fucking second, she will not surrender.
She recognizes the active quality of masculine he is in, NOW, and stays still in her submission.
And that is the ONLY thing that matters.
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“Hey, I ignored myself. Can you do me a solid and correct it on your end?”
What you’re actually saying to someone when you ask or expect them to change.
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When you look to another to give you something you’re refusing to give yourself,
what they offer will never hit the spot.
It’s yours to cultivate.
Not theirs to give.
And in your frustration of not getting what you think you want and need from someone else,
you point to them for not rising up adequately.
But it was you who did not rise up.
Hence your search for someone who would.
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The alpha wants to lead.
The beta wants to be led.
The Beast wants neither thing.
He leads by being himself.
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She’s in the mood.
Just not for you.
She has the time.
Just not for you.
She’d do it all.
Just not for you.
Because your game is weak.
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Almost every man on the planet is energetically limp as fuck.
If that offends you, then good.
If you want to change that, even better.
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People pleasers aren’t any less controlling or manipulative than those who ‘take advantage’ of them.
Both are positioning themselves, and using others, to get their artificial needs met.
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From one of Sanna’s lives:
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You could walk around disrupting everything, but that’s not a turn on for your High Feminine.
She’s very specific about the things that actually are fun, and high-quality enough, and challenging enough - in other words, a turn on for her - to disrupt.
When you’re just beginning to get access to your High Feminine, it feels very tempting to go around destroying everything and disrupting every discord you see just for the sake of enjoying the freedom that She finally has.
And it IS fun… for a second.
And then it gets boring for you and your High Feminine, so you start getting sharper and narrowing it down.
You start being more precise about what you are available to disrupt, what deserves your genius, and what is just not worth it for your High Feminine.
And most of it is not.
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From one of Sanna’s lives:
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There is the swampy feminine version of ‘money doesn’t matter’ and then there is the High Feminine version of ‘money doesn’t matter’.
The swampy feminine version of it is that you spend it wherever.
You get sloppy because ‘it doesn’t matter’.
The High Feminine version is ‘money doesn’t matter’ AND you keep following the No, which actually means that you’re going to be spending less money than ever AND it’s going be easier and easier to both attract and keep money in your field AND make more and more of it because even though the money doesn’t matter, the quality of the experience does.
So if any physical thing is not a turn on for you, and if the quality of the turn on is not high enough, then it’s a No.
But a lot of people surrender.
They settle in their purchases and in everything that has to do with money.
And because they surrender, they spend money on things that are not actually a turn on, just like they spend energy on things that are not actually a turn on.
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