Human Dynamics
The energetics are black and white.
They apply the same across the board.
Money is no different than relationships.
Health is no different than business.
No matter the area, you’re only working with this:
Energy and how it’s moving (or not).
It’s ridiculous how simple it is.
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if someone has travelled three layers deep
and you have travelled three trillion on route to a bazillion
you’re swimming in a vastness they’ve yet to taste
but can sense
in you
and in themselves
this will terrify and / or intrigue them
or feel so far from where they are that they insist it doesn’t exist
(because they don’t yet have the eyes to see what’s invisible to the eye)
they’d rather stick to what is seen and known
(like most do)
and so…
at three layers deep
with three trillion more layers beneath
and a bazillion more layers to go
they’re content with those three layers
believing that what they see is all there is
so for them, nothing feels like it’s missing
even though much has yet to be explored
they simply aren’t yet pulled to touch
the underworld of themselves
and who can blame them, really?
those depths aren’t for the masses
they’re for those
who can’t survive
let alone thrive
unless / until they freefall
into the darkness
into the abyss
into the stillness
where nothing exists
and when one comes across another
three trillion layers deep
there’s a mutual
and oh so beautiful
recognition of what it took
to arrive at those depths
where most won’t dare to swim
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YOU are never triggered.
But you are.
By the endless illusions that ‘threaten’ your fragile misperception of who you think you are.
But YOU are pure, potent, power.
What could possibly threaten that?
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Energetically speaking, there’s no difference between having money and not having money.
Having the relationship and not having the relationship.
Being in lockdown or hitting all your favourite spots.
You’re here to make art out of every piece.
Only you think and believe that one is better than the other but YOU know that all things are made equal.
In that ALL moments,
regardless of what they do or don’t contain,
are already perfect and yours to play with as you wish.
And each one comes with a delicious edge that you can ride if you like,
or not.
And if you choose not to ride your edge because you’re ‘waiting’ for the money,
the relationship,
the external permission slip to show up before YOU do,
you’re gonna have a rough, repetitive and helluva boring time.
You think you want the (fill in the blank) but YOU are here to dissolve everything in the way of it, including your desire for it.
And riding the edge of this moment is your only viable option for that to happen.
You can’t skip your moments and the work to get to the ‘good’ parts (truth) you haven’t earned by fucking with the shit parts (illusion).
There’s just no way around it or YOU.
You either make it your full-time and life-time job to fuck up everything in the way of you and YOU…
or you coast and dream,
like the others do.
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if you look at yourself
your life
others
and the world
through the lens of the energetics
you see what’s really going on
how accurate it is
and how inevitable things are
based on the energy at play
which is why you’re unaffected by what you observe
and why you’re not distracted by the noise and how things seem
and why you’re not surprised by the delusions people maintain
because you know it can’t be another way
and everything that IS
is perfect
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You don’t have a money issue.
A health issue.
A relationship issue.
Any issue at all.
You have whatever is brought to the surface through whatever meaning you’ve projected onto whatever is happening or not happening with your account, your health, your relationships, your whatever.
Not an issue.
An invitation.
It’s not about having or not having a certain amount of money.
It’s not about having or not having a certain measure of health.
It’s not about having or not having the relationship(s) of your supposed dreams.
It’s about facing and transmuting every bit of constriction / density / matter / illusion that shows up as you navigate every single facet of life - including your finances, your health, your relationships and all the rest.
It’s not about the category.
It’s about the congestion.
And the area in which you feel the most congested / restricted / powerless, is where you think there’s an issue (naturally), but ultimately it’s just the spot that’s the ripest to fuck with (look at, challenge, and ultimately see through).
It’s your own self-generated playground to unclog, free up, and own your damn power already.
So let go of the concept of there being an issue.
There’s no such thing.
There’s just energy moving freely or temporarily getting jammed up.
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Instead of asking why someone did what they did (because you’re feeling some type of way about what another equally free human chose to do without explaining themselves or consulting you first), ask yourself why it takes so little to disturb you enough to remove the focus from you to them.
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There was a period of time when I found it invigorating, even fascinating, to read the ideas and witness the evolutions of others on social media.
Eventually, that ceased to be the case.
Not because the others had changed.
But I had.
I fell even deeper into myself and the rest just felt like noise.
So I stopped observing said noise and got quieter within.
More still, more sure, more pure, more me.
The other is not my business.
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You want to leave because you’ve yet to fully own YOU.
And there’s no greater pain than that.
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The impulse to ‘save’ someone from their own suffering by ‘helping’, ‘fixing’, ‘holding space’ or filling in the gap - actually affirms and prolongs it.
When you see yourself and others as you and they truly are - innately sovereign, self-governing and free - you wouldn’t dream of interrupting and slowing down the necessary burning that’s unfolding as a result of what they (as innately sovereign, self-governing, free beings) have created for themselves.
But that is precisely what you do when you say or do something from the misperception of ‘poor them’, and buy into the delusion that you have what they need or possess something they don’t.
This is also why you, at your very core, don’t want to be ‘saved’ (impossible anyways) when you’re in the shit.
What you actually want is to be the Master of yourself and the domain that’s housed by you.
And you can’t experience that if you still believe in victims and saviours.
There are none.
There is just you and what you choose to do or not do in this and every moment with each and every person as the innately sovereign, self-governing and free being that you are.
Dropping saviour mode is not about being a heartless jerk as you watch another suffer.
It’s about seeing them clearly (powerful as fuck) and seeing what’s happening clearly (illusion running the show) and only doing what you genuinely feel pulled to do from that clean / clear spot of knowing; not from an illusory victim / saviour stance.
Because the only reason you’d ever jump into saviour mode in the first place is because you actually believe in victims and you’re arrogant and delusional enough to believe that you can actually save them.
#isaidwhatisaid
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The end point of any experience occurs when it feels flat / dead / empty / void of any charge.
Which has nothing to do with the person or the situation itself - it’s just the energetic cue that it’s time to play elsewhere (not necessarily physically) because a new scene is about to take place.
Yet most stay where it’s energetically dead with the hopes of bringing an expired experience back to life.
Imagining that something or someone matters more than honouring the current truth.
Hence, the flatline.
Because the end / the command / the brilliant move was missed.
And…
To ignore the cue of right now,
for any reason,
for anyone,
is to immediately diminish the quality of your experience.
Which is why it’s better to seamlessly move from one activated moment to the next by not hopping off the ride, than to try to bring something dead back to life.
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Whatever is brought to the surface when another is unresponsive or responds in a way you don’t like,
was already inside of you
and is ready to be sacrificed.
It’s up to you to face and dissolve (see through) what arose from the space that’s been created just for you and this.
You may think you need someone or something to relieve your discomfort,
to bridge the gap that exists solely because you’ve yet to collapse what’s between you and well…YOU,
but what you truly want is to be so energetically sound that nothing can move or distract you from YOU.
Or at the very least, to be moved less and less as you learn how to live from that still point inside yourself.
It’s no one’s job to fill in your gaps just to keep you stable.
It’s your job to contend with your own instability.
If something as small as another’s words or non-engagement is enough to disrupt you,
to create a ripple or a wave in your system,
to redirect your focus and energy,
you’ve got more work to do.
The most important work there is.
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In complete stillness, what surrounds you is a vortex that spits out almost everything and everyone.
Matter is destroyed on contact.
Making it nearly impossible for anyone to make it through the tunnel unscathed, if at all.
The level of purity (lack of density) required for another to reach that still point of you, is immense.
And incredibly rare.
Making it that much more potent and extraordinary when an anomaly enters the scene.
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The Dom commands without a word.
The directive is known.
Felt.
Obeyed.
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If the experience or person doesn’t arouse / activate something in you (even if it / they did a moment before), you really have no business fucking with it or them while that remains the case.
That flat / dead / boring / ‘can’t wait til it’s over’ vibe is your cue that:
a) it’s / they’re not for you in this moment
b) you’re also not for it / them in this moment (so you’re off the hook) and…
c) you said YES to a NO (or you wouldn’t have even gotten to the point of waiting for it to be over) which does absolutely nothing for you or the other, no matter what excuse you’re using to justify staying where you don’t belong (in an energetically limp dynamic because you’re not in full integrity).
You’re both better off not fucking with one another when the energy shifts.
Not only are there are plenty of other people and experiences in the cue ready to rock your world (and theirs) once you stop wasting both of your time pretending there’s something there when there’s not…
It’s also entirely possible that when you honour that (and every other) very obvious NO (towards the energy; not the person), an energetic shift will occur in the other and they’ll be ready to play a delicious new game that simply can’t be played when you go even 1° beyond your brilliant and powerful NO.
So until you take care of your side of the court, you’ll never know what’s actually possible (with every person and experience in your life) on the other side of every NO you keep choosing to ignore.
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When I post incessantly, it’s true.
When I barely post, it’s true.
When I go to the party, it’s true.
When I leave halfway through, it’s true.
When I talk to a friend daily, it’s true.
When we don’t talk for months, it’s true.
No matter how inconsistent it looks in the physical,
it remains consistent in the non-physical.
The moves I make or don’t make, are true.
The only reason a person refrains from expressing what they want to as often as they want to (publicly or not),
or posts when they’d rather be offline,
or stays when they’d rather leave,
or calls / picks up despite not wanting to talk at all,
or anything else that makes their system go NAH (while they ignore the cue and carry on anyway),
is because something or someone matters more to them,
than being the living truth.
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The deeper the conditioning, the more potent your power is.
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Your existence is confronting to those who’ve yet to face themselves.
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Standards, boundaries and thresholds are what you create / enforce / adhere to / require when your energy doesn’t speak for itself, when you don’t actually trust yourself, and your choices aren’t sourced from the truth of each moment.
Trying to regulate / control your environment by making sure that others know you’re not available / only available for X, Y, Z, and then monitoring and dealing with any ‘transgressions’,
and being rigid on a particular stance that was conditioned or intellectually chosen in the past (which has no bearing on what’s actually true for you in the present without that contrived overlay),
is an attempt to do in the physical what you’re unable to do in the non-physical.
When your energy is intact, you don’t need to ‘manage’ who or what’s around you.
At all.
Built into your complete trust in, and devotion to, yourself and the truth of each moment - is your true standard - which is energetic; not condition-based, and THAT is what’s actually applied to all people and circumstances.
Not with words.
With your energy.
Without even trying because it’s integral to who you are.
From that place, you’re only available for something very specific.
Something you never have to name or explain or even think about.
It just is.
And those who don’t meet that very specific standard in that particular moment, don’t even make it through.
Not because you created a threshold or checked them at the door.
But because there actually IS a threshold.
And those who can’t withstand it,
just turn and walk away.
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Friend: “I don’t know why things aren’t working.”
Me: “I know exactly why.”
Friend: “I don’t want to hear it.”
Laughter on both ends.
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