Breaking Boundaries

Mandy Bites On Pain

  1. Resisting truth = pain.

  2. You are the only remedy for your suffering.

  3. If the pain runs deep, the power does, too. Most fear the latter, so they settle on the former.

  4. The longing for death, at the deepest level, is the desire to live unbound.

  5. When you see clearly, nothing hurts.

  6. Swallowing truth makes you sick.

  7. Your willingness and capacity to suffer with and for another, is not love (for yourself or the other).

  8. It’s always the most tender where you hold the most matter.

  9. You really can’t override living in a NO. You either stop doing that or you suffer.

  10. It hurts so you can learn how to not do that shit that hurts you.

  11. Your level of pain is equal to your level of resistance. To your brilliance. To your power. To truth.

  12. When you’re attached to form, you suffer. When you’re devoted to truth, you fly.

  13. It stops when you do.

  14. If you weren't trying to outsource from another what you can only provide for yourself, you would not have ended up in something that hurts you.

  15. You want to leave because you’ve yet to fully own you. And there’s no greater pain than that.

  16. The real ‘no contact’ is with the abuser in your head.

  17. Your deepest, most excrutiating pain comes from one thing only.

  18. You feed, consume and showcase the pain because you get off on it.

  19. People ‘love’ you more when you suffer. Let that shit sink in.

  20. Human: runs from the present / dwells on the non-existent past / fears the illusory future / perpetually resists what IS (and suffers because of it) / consistently holds back truth / avoids making the true move / believes things, others, and life need(s) to be a certain way in order to feel okay / creates and then lives within endless, baseless, utterly insane stories / denies its sovereignty / blames the world and others and pretends to be a victim / takes zero responsibility for the creation and quality of its own experience / looks out instead of in… | Being: “And you wonder why you feel like shit?”

  21. off to bed / with a bleeding heart / you must be on my mind (2015)

  22. i’m feeling my way through / the grooves of my tender heart (2015)

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Mandy Bites On The IT

  1. You want the experience of IT. Not the ‘it’ itself.

  2. If you do it ‘for’ or ‘because’, it's not IT.

  3. When nothing can stop you, that’s IT.

  4. You question it because it's not IT.

  5. Taking care of THIS automatically takes care of that.

  6. When you'd rather have nothing than whatever this is, so begins the free fall to IT.

  7. You don’t have to talk about it when you are IT.

  8. Wherever you are is where IT's at.

  9. What’s not IT always leads to IT.

  10. ALL of it is IT.

  11. If it needs to be managed, it’s not IT.

  12. IT will remain illusive until the only door left is you.

  13. If you only have it because you’re holding on, you don’t have it. It has you.

  14. You don’t discover, rediscover, lose or find IT. IT already IS. Forever and always. As you search for what IT is.

  15. You don’t have it? You don’t need it. When you need it, it will come.

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Mandy's Banger Bites

  1. Sometimes you’re their karma.

  2. The answer is more butter.

  3. Wakey-wakey, bitch.

  4. It’s all your own (un)doing.

  5. Permission to be cunty.

  6. Batshit sane.

  7. Hail nothing.

  8. She’s only a bitch if you are.

  9. WHO. GIVES. A. FUCK. DO. WHATEVER. THE. FUCK. YOU. WANT.

  10. I’m just following orders. Take it up with the Lord.

  11. Full self-ownership is my kink.

  12. I joined a cult and I’m on drugs now.

  13. #erectionsforeveryone

  14. I’m here to destroy and be destroyed.

  15. The cosmos shift when I’m on my shit.

  16. If there’s a box, I’m gonna smash it.

  17. I use the Devil to get closer to God.

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Miscellaneous Mandy Bites

  1. Truth isn't vulnerable. It just is.

  2. I don't plan. I'm pulled.

  3. Approval seeking aka self-rejecting.

  4. Give the human what it wants and it will see it’s not what it wanted.

  5. Everything is an exercise in personal power.

  6. It's you getting in the way of you.

  7. I only want what’s for me. And what’s for me is whatever does or doesn’t happen.

  8. If you only have it because you’re holding on, you don’t have it. It has you.

  9. It all goes out the window in the face of what is.

  10. Growing out loud is what I do best.

  11. The less you do, the hotter it is.

  12. If the (m)asses don’t get it, it’s something worth getting.

  13. My work is not for everyone. It’s barely for anyone. But for those who it was made for, nothing else will do.

  14. You don't owe anyone a thing.

  15. Holding space holds it in place.

  16. Energy has no gender.

  17. Worth and value are not intrinsic. Everything that exists, just IS. Devoid of contrived and arbitrary overlays.

  18. Obligation is self-imposed.

  19. When a deeper truth comes on the scene, I leave the rest behind.

  20. I haven’t lost my magic. And that’s how I know I’ve won.

  21. Making it matter repels the thing you’ve made matter.

  22. That thing? That person? Not more powerful than you.

  23. Thick with ick aka energetically dense.

  24. Truth always feels fresh and clean. The lack of it feels muddy.

  25. Money doesn’t come from other people. It comes from you, through other people.

  26. My goal isn't the money. It's just the overflow of ME.

  27. Don't aim to help others. Master yourself. This 'helps' them most of all.

  28. If it isn’t freely given, it isn’t yours to take.

  29. When you take away the artificial buffer(s), there's a high chance that someone's gonna split.

  30. I blow shit up endlessly. Because I love you and I love me.

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Mandy Bites On Jesus Christ

  1. The world doesn’t need saving. Nor do you or anyone else. #sorrynotsorryjesus

  2. Hail nothing.

  3. “I’m just following orders. Take it up with the Lord.” How to respond when people question your moves.

  4. I use the Devil to get closer to God.

  5. It’s funny to me that people attribute / thank Jesus / God for them getting the things they want… but rarely (if ever) for the things they don’t.

  6. You’re not special. Your story’s not special. You’re a living god like everyone else.

  7. Heaven is being exactly who and where you are.

  8. Since when does a god have to try?

  9. The whole ‘God is outside of you / bigger and more powerful than you’ thing is completely absurd.

  10. You are God. You are truth. Stop seeking what you are.

  11. i shall tie you to a pillar / as an offering to the gods / and then i shall consume you / make a drink of your sweet blood

  12. Purity is the currency.

  13. Follow yourself to get to heaven.

  14. Stop making people your God.

  15. Waiting on God is waiting on you.

  16. When you deny yourself, you deny God itself. #samething

  17. Everyone’s a genius. Very few express it. Everyone’s a god. Very few recall.

  18. You are God in the flesh. And the answer to yourself.

  19. from the depths / from the silence / from the world beyond this one

  20. i have no interest in mortal love / i’m seeking the divine / a dancing of souls in the mystical realm / untouched by space and time

  21. Your willingness and capacity to suffer with and for another, is not love (for yourself or the other).

  22. You must touch God before you dare to touch me.

  23. All things exist to be made pure.

  24. when you refuse to deviate from yourself / for anything / for anyone / at any time / then… / you live / your life / as a god

  25. Nothing is sacred unless everything is.

  26. Church is always in session.

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Mandy Bites On Human vs Being

  1. I love myself. I love being free of myself.

  2. The saner you are, the more insane you (and they) appear.

  3. When you’re attached to form, you suffer. When you’re devoted to truth, you fly.

  4. Do you want what your human wants or do you want the fucking truth?

  5. You crave external markers when internal spots aren’t hit.

  6. All things are #samesame to the being. All things are #thisorthat to the human.

  7. You can't use external metrics to measure what's actually true.

  8. Humans are gonna human. An inevitable and terrible fate.

  9. If it’s a NO for your being, it’s a NO for theirs, too. No exceptions.

  10. What’s in line with the being, feels out of line to the human.

  11. What terrifies the human, exhilarates the being.

  12. The human needs time. The being exists outside of it.

  13. The human thinks one thing. The being knows another.

  14. The human makes excuses. The being just says NO.

  15. The human wants a particular thing. The being loves (and uses) what is.

  16. The human needs the clutter. The being is the space.

  17. Give a human what he wants and he will see it’s not what he wanted.

  18. Your being won't play in a box.

  19. The ones who don’t want you to be you, are the ones who aren’t being themselves.

  20. How to successfully human: 1. Honour external commitments. 2. Ignore internal commands.

  21. Heaven is being exactly who and where you are.

  22. Your being is orchestrating every single piece.

  23. "Oh, look! Another way to avoid myself!" Humans

  24. “We need to take care of our own.” But humanity is our own.

  25. Why would you put the mentally ill (human) in charge of your life?

  26. I don't want to get to know you / (the content of your life) / I'm here to experience and enjoy you / (the being that you are)

  27. It’s the inability to withstand the intense aliveness of being that drives the impulse to dilute or run from it, just as the inability to withstand it drives the impulse to seek that same jolt of aliveness through superficial means.

  28. When you’ve deviated from the truth and natural movements of your being (a complete betrayal to your system), the only way to live with that internal split is to distract yourself with self-created 'issues’ that would not exist (and ultimately don't) had you remained in your power (your natural state) in the first place.

  29. Every being chooses when it enters and leaves this world. As well as what it enters into. It’s the human that can’t see beyond the illusion of form and time, thus believing something should or could have been different, and / or something actually went wrong.

  30. Human: runs from the present / dwells on the non-existent past / fears the illusory future / perpetually resists what IS (and suffers because of it) / consistently holds back truth / avoids making the true move / believes things, others, and life need(s) to be a certain way in order to feel okay / creates and then lives within endless, baseless, utterly insane stories / denies its sovereignty / blames the world and others and pretends to be a victim / takes zero responsibility for the creation and quality of its own experience / looks out instead of in… / Being: “And you wonder why you feel like shit?”

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How Wars Begin (An Essay)

The ‘state of the world’ is an accurate and perfect out-picturing of the individual’s war within themselves.

So to be surprised by anything going on ‘out there’, especially when you’ve yet to contend with what’s going on ‘in here’, is kind of silly.

How could you expect or want peace in the world if you can’t even generate it within?

It starts and ends with you, boo.

It starts and ends with me, too.

But also,

there is no start and there is no end.

There is only what IS for infinity.

And if you’re fighting the is-ness of life,

yourself,

or another…

surprise, bitch.

That’s how wars begin.

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Mandy Bites On Fear

  1. Fear of the unknown is a lack of trust in your power and ability to navigate what you, yourself, have perfectly orchestrated.

  2. If the pain runs deep, the power does, too. Most fear the latter, so they settle on the former.

  3. It’s not love or fear. It’s love and fear. Love includes the acceptance of fear. And anything else that arises.

  4. I was terrified there would be nothing left. But when nothing was left, I was free.

  5. Human: runs from the present / dwells on the non-existent past / fears the illusory future / perpetually resists what IS (and suffers because of it) / consistently holds back truth / avoids making the true move / believes things, others, and life need(s) to be a certain way in order to feel okay / creates and then lives within endless, baseless, utterly insane stories / denies its sovereignty / blames the world and others and pretends to be a victim / takes zero responsibility for the creation and quality of its own experience / looks out instead of in… | Being: “And you wonder why you feel like shit?”

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Mandy Bites On The Zero Point

  1. You never get there.

  2. There is no workaround.

  3. The work is done now or not at all.

  4. Here, right now, is the only place that's true.

  5. Hail nothing.

  6. Heaven is THIS; not that. Heaven is HERE; not there.

  7. No one can take you where no one has gone before.

  8. Life will force the expansion you’re not willing to take on your own.

  9. You have access to all of it. No more and no less than anyone else.

  10. Anything you rely on will be stripped from you. You may as well strip yourself.

  11. Nothing can bridge the (illusory) consciousness gap. Only no thing can.

  12. Purity is the currency.

  13. THIS or nothing + THIS because there’s no thing.

  14. The more you see through, the less interest you have in what you see.

  15. We each create exactly what we’re inevitably here to dissolve.

  16. You want the experience of IT. Not the 'it' itself.

  17. You can't fix an illusion. And every 'problem' is an illusion.

  18. Taking care of THIS automatically takes care of that.

  19. What you actually want and are, is beyond the mind and the need to manage it or anything else.

  20. You never need to ‘work out’ truth.

  21. Wherever you are is where IT's at.

  22. If with or without doesn’t feel the same, your work is to bridge that divide.

  23. Stop leaving HERE to go there and the ‘problem’ dissolves.

  24. You don’t ‘come down’ from clean energy. You just get cleaner.

  25. When you move, nothing moves. Everything moves when you’re still.

  26. no thing = everything

  27. The cosmos shift when I’m on my shit.

  28. The only ‘tool’ you actually need is custom-built into each moment.

  29. I go where it’s the loudest, just to make it quiet.

  30. I’m here to destroy and be destroyed.

  31. Heaven is being exactly who and where you are.

  32. The truth of now voids the story of then.

  33. You haven’t lost anything. But if you’re ballsy enough, and you’re doing it right, you’ll lose EVERY. SINGLE. THING.

  34. you must earn your spot / at the head of the table / that sits no one else / but YOU

  35. The truth is always felt and known, beyond what is seen and done.

  36. I’m here to keep flying in the face of what IS. To want nothing different from the moment I’m in.

  37. There is no new consciousness.

  38. I love myself. I love being free of myself.

  39. Everything you make matter, becomes your Master. When nothing matters, you’re free.

  40. New moment? Back at it.

  41. You can't be off track in your own evolution.

  42. All things are made equal.

  43. ‘Then’ doesn't exist in either direction.

  44. The edge you seek is truth.

  45. Follow yourself to get to heaven.

  46. Knowing doesn’t require trust, belief or understanding.

  47. You already have what you actually want. You’re just taking the long way around.

  48. When you see through and exist beyond space and time, it’s a pretty fucking epic ride.

  49. Each iteration fuels the next.

  50. There is no code to crack.

  51. The work is to do the work until nothing remains. Until nothing can move you from you.

  52. How could it get better than this when this is all there is.

  53. Existing wide awake and never moving IS the happening.

  54. The human needs time. The being exists outside of it.

  55. Truth exists, always was, is, and will be, regardless of the noise.

  56. when there’s no one / when there’s no thing / when you’re empty / then you’ll see

  57. You’re not special. Your story’s not special. You’re a living god like everyone else.

  58. Organizing clutter doesn’t get rid of clutter.

  59. What IS speaks for itself.

  60. The true move does what needs to be done. Across the board. With everyone.

  61. Nothing is sacred unless everything is.

  62. Church is always in session.

  63. You must account for the trickle down.

  64. ‘A’ does not equal ‘B’ when you play in the unseen.

  65. Every question answers itself.

  66. What feels like magic is just you unobstructed.

  67. It’s about how still and spacious you are (and stay) as every piece drops in.

  68. Why would you want anything other than what already is.

  69. Nothing needs to be added. What’s removed is what changes the game.

  70. When you know the game is to become more conscious, you use everything in front of you towards that end.

  71. It takes consciousness. Not time.

  72. I don’t care how it appears. I know what’s going on.

  73. ALL of it is IT.

  74. Stay where it's most alive, as everything dead falls away.

  75. When nothing can stop you, that’s IT.

  76. You can never close the door on truth.

  77. The more that’s removed, the more there is.

  78. Let there be nothing. It's the breeding ground for more.

  79. There’s a still point deep inside you. Everything comes from that.

  80. Saying nothing says everything that needs to be said.

  81. She’s most aroused while in the void.

  82. If there’s nothing left, I’m out. If there’s no thing at all, I’m in.

  83. You’re here to clear the atmosphere.

  84. In the void, you’re free.

  85. Anything that isn’t truth, that isn’t you, is clutter.

  86. Them: “What do you do for a living?” Me: “Float through space.”

  87. It takes so little to play with me. But most are filled with so much.

  88. The only thing that's 'earned' is the state you experience from the work you do to keep that inner non-space pristine.

  89. Your system is naturally self-cleaning.

  90. I was terrified there would be nothing left. But when nothing was left, I was free.

  91. Your job isn’t done until the matter is gone.

  92. as empty as empty can be

  93. All things exist to be made pure.

  94. Love is when nothing remains.

  95. The deepest truths apply across the board. They’re simple, obvious, light.

  96. from the depths / from the silence / from the world beyond this one

  97. The energetic atmosphere tells you all you need to know.

  98. Nothing is missing.

  99. Death is nothing more than dropping form and remaining formless.

  100. You created X when you disowned the truth. When you own the truth, X disappears.

  101. I’m here to keep flying in the face of what IS. To want nothing different from the moment I’m in.

  102. Everything is malleable.

  103. Stillness. Silence. Space. Beneath the chaos, that’s all there is.

  104. home is where i am / and where i’ve always been

  105. Each moment is the main event.

  106. Create a vacuum. Watch what comes.

  107. Oh, how I love when there’s nothing in the way.

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Mandy Bites On The NO

  1. If it’s a NO for your being, it’s a NO for theirs, too. No exceptions.

  2. Your NO is telling you that a higher quality experience is available through and beyond said NO.

  3. Your system inevitably screams NO when you've ignored its multiple whispers.

  4. Living inside a NO is one of the helliest hells there is.

  5. It stops when you do.

  6. There are times when a NO within an experience is enough to keep it fresh and intact energetically. And times when a NO must be applied to it directly, to maintain that same level of integrity.

  7. You demonize another to justify your perpetually ignored NO.

  8. My NO with him only adds to the turn on. Without that being my incentive to honour it.

  9. A true NO is telling me to stop. A true edge is telling me to go.

  10. If you’re resentful and angry, you said YES to a NO.

  11. You can't access the MORE while saying yes to less.

  12. You already know. You’re not confused. You either honour what’s true or you don’t.

  13. Ignoring yourself is expensive as hell.

  14. No one loses from your NO. What they get is what’s most true.

  15. it doesn’t matter why a NO is a NO / or who or what it involves / the NO is to the energy / and energy never lies

  16. You need to be willing to say NO without having something to say YES to.

  17. Avoidance is passive. Non-engagement is active.

  18. The human makes excuses. The being just says NO.

  19. Saying nothing says everything that needs to be said.

  20. You wouldn’t need to draw a line in the sand with words if the line was energetically there to begin with.

  21. “Things were never the same after that.” After you stayed when you should have left.

  22. You really can’t override living in a NO. You either stop doing that or you suffer.

  23. There is no making it right from within the cage of self-betrayal. The ‘issue’ IS the self-betrayal; not the actual NO itself.

  24. You get what you say yes to. And all the shit that brings.

  25. At the end, you come to what you knew at the start. And actively chose to ignore.

Mandy Bites On Addiction

  1. What you’ve yet to own, owns you.

  2. Doing or not doing won’t correct what needs correcting.

  3. It’s the inability to withstand the intense aliveness of being that drives the impulse to dilute or run from it, just as the inability to withstand it drives the impulse to seek that same jolt of aliveness through superficial means.

  4. There is a purity, an innocence, and a very clean desire at the heart of every addiction / compulsion.

  5. If the pain runs deep, the power does, too. Most fear the latter, so they settle on the former.

  6. When you’ve deviated from the truth and natural movements of your being (a complete betrayal to your system), the only way to live with that internal split is to distract yourself with self-created 'issues’ that would not exist (and ultimately don't) had you remained in your power (your natural state) in the first place.

  7. We each create exactly what we’re inevitably here to dissolve.

  8. The addiction itself is not the issue. What’s sourcing the pattern of addiction IS. And even that is not an issue.

  9. It’s no one’s job to keep you stable. It’s your job to contend with your own instability.

  10. You are the only remedy for your suffering.

  11. You created X when you disowned the truth. When you own the truth, X disappears.

  12. Stop leaving here to go ‘there’ and the ‘problem’ dissolves.

  13. Addiction is what you choose in lieu of owning and applying your power.

  14. It hurts so you can learn how to not do that shit that hurts you.

  15. What's a little more poison when you're already sick?

  16. Every descent reaps more gold.

  17. The only ‘tool’ you actually need is custom-built into each moment.

  18. You don’t actually want to be saved. You want to be the Master of yourself and the domain that’s housed by you.

  19. You ‘struggle’ where you’ve yet to own and apply your power.

  20. Stop buying into your own bullshit and you’ll be just fine.

  21. One must abandon themselves in the attempt to fill through external means what can only be satisfied internally through learning how to not self-abandon in the first place.

  22. Once upon a time, I fed myself to a wolf. I knew he was a wolf. And I wanted to be devoured.

  23. Your willingness and capacity to suffer with and for another, is not love (for yourself or the other).

  24. You only need to ‘cope’ when you choose to leave home.

  25. Regardless of the ‘issue’, it’s about your relationship to power.

  26. You only feel the need to ‘escape’ when you’re existing unnaturally.

  27. Addiction is the perfect way to ineffectively manage the discomfort of an inner deviation.

  28. Your ‘issues’ are adaptations you created yourself, in lieu of being you.

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Cheeky Bitch Mandy Bites

  1. Wakey-wakey, bitch.

  2. The answer is more butter.

  3. The saner you are, the more insane you (and they) appear.

  4. Permission to be cunty.

  5. Being with someone ugly steals your pretty. I’m not talking about looks. But those go, too.

  6. I don't plan. I'm pulled.

  7. I have zero chill. And all of it.

  8. God damn, I turn myself on.

  9. Your existence is confronting to those who’ve yet to face themselves.

  10. Hail nothing.

  11. Batshit sane.

  12. The less you do, the hotter it is.

  13. Names are not called. They are made known.

  14. Others aren’t distracting you. You’re using others to distract yourself.

  15. If you made your dating choices from your lower self, you may be entitled to compensation.

  16. The cosmos shift when I’m on my shit.

  17. Drop a bomb. Disrupt the grid. Leave the scene. Repeat.

  18. I don’t care how it appears. I know what’s going on.

  19. If you’re not getting hotter by the day, you’re doing it wrong.

  20. She’s only a bitch if you are.

  21. WHO. GIVES. A. FUCK. DO. WHATEVER. THE. FUCK. YOU. WANT.

  22. “Hey, I ignored myself. Can you do me a solid and correct it on your end?” What you’re actually saying to someone when you ask or expect them to change.

  23. That never-ending ‘healing’ journey creates more problems than it solves. Kidding. It solves nothing.

  24. Why would I be less me for anybody? The more me, the better. For everybody.

  25. The greatest cosmic joke is that we take any of this shit seriously.

  26. “I’m just following orders. Take it up with the Lord.” How to respond when people question your moves.

  27. If your shit can be fucked with by another making moves, your shit clearly needs a good fucking.

  28. Since when does a god have to try?

  29. You’re an absolute genius. Fucking act like it.

  30. The glow up is infinite when you keep current with yourself.

  31. Full self-ownership is my kink.

  32. I joined a cult and I’m on drugs now.

  33. #erectionsforeveryone

  34. Stop buying into your own bullshit and you’ll be just fine.

  35. Anything you rely on will be stripped from you. You may as well strip yourself.

  36. If you’re not being transported, then what’s the fucking point?

  37. It’s either me or your shit. Never both. It’s always up to you.

  38. Why would you put the mentally ill (human) in charge of your life?

  39. “It’s their loss.” No, it’s not.

  40. If you hold space for your shit, you're gonna have a handful of shit. And that shit multiplies.

  41. Your insistence on sticking to what you said you would do, instead of making the new, true move, is why your experience fucking blows.

  42. Is my genius taking over your timeline? Boofuckinghoo. And you’re welcome.

  43. The world doesn’t need saving. Nor do you or anyone else. #sorrynotsorryjesus

  44. You’re not at the mercy of the planets.

  45. I’m here to fuck shit up.

  46. If there’s a box, I’m gonna smash it. Sounds sexual but I don’t swing that way.

  47. You do what you’re told by them. I do what I’m told by me.

  48. Why block? Let them see you be great.

  49. Until they say, “Who IS this bitch?”, my mission is not complete.

  50. You gotta ride your own dick.

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Mandy Bites On Death

  1. Death is nothing more than dropping form and remaining formless.

  2. Every being chooses when it enters and leaves this world. As well as what it enters into.

  3. The longing for death, at the deepest level, is the desire to live unbound.

  4. Everything makes you more. Regardless of what you’ve ‘lost’.

  5. I’m here to destroy and be destroyed.

  6. If you’re not ready to off yourself, I’m of no use to you.

  7. I love myself. I love being free of myself.

  8. Kill or be killed? No. Kill and be killed. Repeatedly.

  9. Every descent reaps more gold.

  10. I don’t care how I’m remembered. I care how deeply I’m known.

  11. My pieces are not inclusive. I speak to the bold. The brave. The hungry (for death).

  12. All I want is to destroy you. Strip you bare and leave you for dead.

  13. He has to die to be with me. As does anyone else.

  14. Once upon a time, I fed myself to a wolf. I knew he was a wolf. And I wanted to be devoured.

  15. I like a man who grunts and groans while feasting on his kill.

  16. From the outside, it looked insane. To my human, it felt like hell. But obliteration was what I was after. Why else would I have danced right there?

  17. You haven’t lost anything. But if you’re ballsy enough, and you’re doing it right, you’ll lose EVERY. SINGLE. THING.

  18. Stay where it's most alive, as everything dead falls away.

  19. You’re not truly living if you’re not perpetually dying.

  20. You think it’s too risky to be wild. So you’d rather play dead to stay ‘safe’.

  21. You want to leave because you’ve yet to fully own you. And there’s no greater pain than that.

  22. He is where I go to die.

  23. We’re all on our way out.

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Mandy Bites On The Devil

  1. I use the Devil to get closer to God.

  2. The devil will never announce his arrival. Your system always will.

  3. The war, the hell was (already) within. Perfectly out-pictured through ‘abuse’.

  4. No one has the power to pull you into the lower, let alone keep you there.

  5. The nightmare grants you access to the dream that was always there.

  6. The ‘narcissist’ isn’t the villain. They simply exposed you to you.

  7. Hell is mistaking illusion for truth.

  8. Hell / sin / evil / the devil is just a deviation from truth.

  9. Ignoring yourself is expensive as hell.

  10. You demonize another to justify your perpetually ignored NO.

  11. He’s caught in the delusion he’s at the mercy of his beast.

  12. I don’t play games with those who play dirty.

  13. The devil gets in through the cracks.

  14. Once upon a time, I fed myself to a wolf. I knew he was a wolf. And I wanted to be devoured.

  15. From the outside, it looked insane. To my human, it felt like hell. But obliteration was what I was after. Why else would I have danced right there?

  16. it’s the darker things / that lure me in / forbidden pleasures / and beautiful sins

  17. i shall tie you to a pillar / as an offering to the gods / and then i shall consume you / make a drink of your sweet blood

  18. the devil keeps on knocking / but i won’t go out to play / i’ve been burned over a million times / right here is where i’ll stay

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Mandy Bites On The Beast

  1. Too many people have tamed their beast. An animal isn’t meant to be caged.

  2. ‘Facing the Beast' aka enduring yourself at the hands of yourself.

  3. Enter the belly of the imagined beast.

  4. Inaction gets you more action.

  5. Once upon a time, I fed myself to a wolf. I knew he was a wolf. And I wanted to be devoured.

  6. If your goal is to please her, you’re doing two things wrong.

  7. Make. Her. Wait.

  8. He’s caught in the delusion he’s at the mercy of his beast.

  9. The alpha overcompensates. The Beast is in his natural state.

  10. She’s only a bitch if you are.

  11. The alpha wants to lead. The beta wants to be led. The Beast wants neither thing. He leads by being himself.

  12. She’s most aroused while in the void. Only The Beast can meet her there.

  13. She erects The Beast by not accepting less than his best.

  14. She’s in the mood. Just not for you. She has the time. Just not for you. She’d do it all. Just not for you. Because your game is weak.

  15. alpha / beta / divine masculine. It’s all just limp dick energy.

  16. Stop. Moving. Towards. Her. She’ll naturally come to you.

  17. Don't join her in her emotions.

  18. One’s dominant energetic state is independent of gender.

  19. Your wild isn’t meant to be tamed.

  20. You think it’s too risky to be wild. So you’d rather play dead to stay ‘safe’.

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Mandy Bites On Waking Up

  1. Wakey-wakey, bitch.

  2. It’s not your job to wake people up. It’s your job to be, and remain, awake. Regardless of who’s sleeping.

  3. Life will force the expansion you’re not willing to take on your own.

  4. The saner you are, the more insane you (and they) appear.

  5. Waking up shatters every fantasy.

  6. You don't need something to wake you up when you're already awake.

  7. Your habitual state is not your natural state.

  8. Existing wide awake IS the happening.

  9. Go to bed empty. Wake up empty.

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Mandy Bites On Speaking

  1. Actions speak louder than words? Energy speaks louder than both.

  2. Don’t honour your word. Honour yourself. The truth in THIS moment. Regardless of what you’ve said.

  3. What IS speaks for itself.

  4. It’s not polite if it isn’t true.

  5. What’s false is justified. What’s true needs no defence.

  6. Don’t announce it. Just do it. They’ll get the message loud and clear.

  7. Withholding truth is still untrue. It’s just another form of deceit.

  8. You need to be willing to say NO without having something to say YES to.

  9. Speak the truth or walk away. It’s the loving thing to do.

  10. You can't access the MORE while saying yes to less.

  11. Avoidance is passive. Non-engagement is active.

  12. The human makes excuses. The being just says NO.

  13. There are times when silence is the absolute truth. And times when it’s used to avoid it.

  14. Saying nothing says everything that needs to be said.

  15. Words can’t override the truth of where you are (or aren’t) and make what’s not true, true.

  16. You wouldn’t need to draw a line in the sand with words if the line was energetically there to begin with.

  17. You don’t have to talk about it when you are IT.

  18. Your existence teaches more than any words or teachings will.

  19. A ‘king of the people’ speaks directly to the codependent hearts of the (m)asses.

  20. My pieces are not inclusive. I speak to the bold. The brave. The hungry (for death).

  21. Energy can’t be hidden. And words can’t hide what IS.

  22. You get what you say yes to. And all the shit that brings.

  23. Ignore the words. Feel what’s true.

  24. I use my words to carry me home.

  25. If the words are right but the energy is wrong, trust the energy.

  26. The Dom commands without a word. The directive is known. Felt. Obeyed.

  27. Until they say, “Who IS this bitch?”, my mission is not complete.

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Mandy Bites On Disorders

  1. Swallowing truth makes you sick.

  2. We each create exactly what we’re inevitably here to dissolve.

  3. When you’ve deviated from the truth and natural movements of your being (a complete betrayal to your system), the only way to live with that internal split is to distract yourself with self-created 'issues’ that would not exist (and ultimately don't) had you remained in your power (your natural state) in the first place.

  4. The saner you are, the more insane you (and they) appear.

  5. You are the only remedy for your suffering.

  6. It’s no one’s job to keep you stable. It’s your job to contend with your own instability.

  7. A ‘disorder’ is just the dirty version of a clean (and rejected) desire.

  8. A 'disorder' is a defence against reality.

  9. The ‘disorder’ dissolves when you do for yourself what you’re trying to do through the other.

  10. ‘Personality Disorder’: Seeing self / life / others through a temporarily distorted lens.

  11. Personality Disorder < Personal Reality Disorder < Personal Reality Distortion

  12. Why would you put the mentally ill (human) in charge of your life?

  13. You can’t reason with insanity.

  14. The 'narcissist' and his so-called 'prey' are equally sick and addicted.

    (Peep The Narcissist Collection)

  15. The ‘narcissist’ is only the symptom. The actual problem is you.

  16. The more you focus on symptoms, the further you stray from truth.

  17. The more you self-abandon, the more symptomatic you become.

  18. Every 'symptom' has the same origin.

  19. Every 'symptom' has the same 'solution'.

  20. What's a little more poison when you're already sick?

  21. Regardless of the ‘issue’, it’s about your relationship to power.

  22. You don’t ‘heal’. You see straight. That’s it.

  23. You can’t ‘heal’ your way out of the illusion that ‘healing’ is required.

  24. That never-ending ‘healing’ journey creates more problems than it solves. Kidding. It solves nothing.

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Mandy Bites On Art

  1. Every piece is a portal.

  2. Your life is art unfolding.

  3. The actual art is just you being you, regardless of the piece.

  4. Art is never about the audience.

  5. You create your art. People enter it as they wish. They take what they need. But the creation was for you.

  6. The mess is part of the art.

  7. Who cares if no one likes it? Who cares if no one gets it? Is it true? Is it you? That’s enough.

  8. If you care about the outcome, you can’t create real art.

  9. Art is made in the moment. True sex is a dance in the now.

  10. I am an artist before his lover. I am mine before I am his.

  11. I always do what I’m told to do. And that’s the art I make.

  12. he is my creation / like every other thing / a treasure i gift myself as i fall deeper into me

  13. my being writes ahead of my life / love letters from me to me

  14. create / extract / curate

  15. Turning my life into art since way back when.

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Mandy Bites On Consciousness

  1. If you’re not being transported, then what’s the fucking point?

  2. There is no new consciousness.

  3. No one can take you where no one has gone before.

  4. The greatest cosmic joke is that we take any of this shit seriously.

  5. The more you see through, the less interest you have in what you see.

  6. Nothing can bridge the (illusory) consciousness gap. Only no thing can.

  7. The cosmos shift when I’m on my shit.

  8. My drug of choice? Consciousness.

  9. When you see through and exist beyond space and time, it’s a pretty fucking epic ride.

  10. When you know the game is to become more conscious, you use everything in front of you towards that end.

  11. When you’re attached to form, you suffer. When you’re devoted to truth, you fly.

  12. Pure consciousness. That’s what you are. Why would you need time?

  13. It takes consciousness. Not time.

  14. consciousness > time

  15. The more / less conscious you are, the less / more you're turned on by externals.

  16. I love working out the kinks in my consciousness.

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